I can't take how I'm overly sensitive I am, sometimes.
I get easily irritated nowadays but no one actually sees that until i tell them.

You know, if i do say what i have been wanting to say all these while, it'll be in a flood of unexplainable things. I've been keeping a lot of things inside of me and i don't dare tell them out. I might look happy on the outside but I don't think I'm really that happy on the inside. I've had so many sad moments and the happy ones are the ones that i really, truly treasure.

I put people's problems first before mine, sometimes and no one actually cares about me in the end when i have already shown them my care and concern.
I think I am just being really sensitive now.
I've been feeling like this for quite a while and i don't know why i do.

I think it's anger that is not able to be let out.
I don't quite know how to explain THAT anger.

Honestly, i only keep the people whom i think are worth my trust and are sincere enough in being my friend.

And, another thing,
N's are really near and I'm not ready to face piles of test papers and all, in front of me.

I am only scaring myself, right now.