I don't understand why would you wanna bring me down.
"Well, I just need a little space to breathe Can you please respect my privacy." - Lindsay Lohan, Rumors.
I'm clueless. I'm somewhat hurt. And a little lost at what to do. I know i should show a little love to it but i can't bring myself to. It is really hard for me and i do not know why it is... I'm trying to save myself from falling too hard because if i do, I'll shatter into pieces.
I should take the time to appreciate and love what i have and i really don't wanna lose it. Someone, please pull me back to shore. I really don't wanna shatter.
I think i need you now. I need comfort, i do. And someone... to tell me how much i mean to him or her.
"It might get rough sometimes but i hope she keeps her faith."
Shreking to town.
May 30, 2010
I was living in my illusions,
Today was really a relaxed day with Family to Shrek Happily Ever After. The show wasn't really satisfying as it was quite short. I wished it was longer because the show is really, really good! 5/5, for sure.
riDONKolous and CATastrophy and FAT, TABBY PUSS IN BOOTS not being able to get up after falling to the soft comfy pillow? Darn cute. Was a happy, happy day though we did not do any shopping.
And and and oh! I HAVE A SUDDEN OBSESSION FOR K-POP. Wth? So not me, you say? Yes, i think that too. But my brother! He influenced me into listening to all these stuff. So, i checked the music channel and it was showing some korean songs on tv and so i told myself, "Why not give it a try, right... I wanna know what is so k00l about these Korean thingy." I did and i am now hooked!
B2ST!
And the very HAWTZ, tae yang. nega ibeun wedingdeureseu... Wedding Dress! \m/
Bought a four tins of Crème brûlée today, :) Me likey.
And for those who watch iCARLY!!! I didn't know there really was a REAL FRED ON YOUTUBE, pffft.
and FRED's real name? Lucas Cruikshank.
Sucha kewt name, right! :D
Okay, whuteva. Tarts!
I tried my best to not let you know my feelings inside I was afraid that we would drift apart and so I hide Holding my breath and biting my lips. You never knew how I felt and I hated you for that, I wished you would look just a bit sad in front of me... Every night, thinking and tossing and turning, I can’t sleep, Maybe I’ve known all along this would happen in the end, I close my eyes yet I can’t let go of this dream. Though you can never be mine I will try to forget you,, Please don’t give any thought to how hurt I might’ve looked Though it’ll be hard for me, I know I need to erase you from my heart. I know for the longest time, I’ve been a fool. I was living in my illusions...
Tae Yang - Wedding Dress.
A Girlicious Obsession.
May 27, 2010
This shit's crazy.
I think i secretly have got an obsession with Girlicious and their awesome-ness. They are like the younger version of Pussycat Dolls. Too bad PCD's over /: Girlicious' Already Gone is totally... the LOVE.
"I thought that I knew you, thought that you were true to, Why couldn't I have been right... right? While my spirit wasn't fighting you were there in hiding. Didn't want to look in the light, while the words have escaped me, the love won't erase me, I just got so... so tired of asking why. While you were acting shady, I realize this shit's crazy, Nothing left to do, but say good-bye, bye."
Totally... the past that I'll pretend not to remember of. I hate how very cliche this sounds.
I know I should be happy for you but i kind of am... not. I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't know how to feel for you, actually.
A few days ago, I heard that,
DEMI LOVATO & JOE JONAS - O.V.E.R.
"I realize over the time we have shared together that I feel I care more about our friendship right now. It was my choice to break up but I love her as a friend." - Joe Jonas
Justin Bieber - Tattoo.
Justin Bieber, is accused of swearing at a TV production man and storming out of an interview after being asked about his tattoo. Said the sixteen year old : "Don’t ever f****** touch me again".
Staying home the whole day wasn't at all interesting. I got so bored so i cleaned the house. And everyone's falling sick now. What's up with the weather lately? Whatever happened to the wind and rain? It has been so very humid and I can't stand the heat. /;
Okay, the reality is, I am not even yours so stop annoying me. You're trying to 'take over' me and i obviously do not like it. Who are you? Just a friend. So...? You don't have to control me, please do not annoy me. You wouldn't want THAT piece of me, seriously. I don't wanna be mean so stop whatever you are doing...
Fcuk the cramps. Fcuk I'm hungry.
Oh hello retro!
May 25, 2010
Babydoll.
I've got a a three-day MC this time round because of the stupid cough. So I'll be staying home three days straight. Pffft.
But i managed to shop with my Mum and Aunt yesterday @ mid noon after my check-up.
What did i buy? - A body suit (or rather, a leotard) $10 - A white cardigan $5 - Shoes (open toed heels) $29.90
Yes yes, that below. I am very satisfied because i shopped. :D
YAY ME!
Ugh. COUGH 0.O Bye la.
May 23, 2010
The walls are shakin' and I'm paranoid.
Girlicious' Official Video - Maniac :D
22MAY10'
May 22, 2010
And the walls are closing in on us,
"So we fight through the hurt, And we cry, And we live and we learn. And we try and try and try and try..."
- Justin Bieber Down To Earth
I've written this down so many times but i'm gonna write it again and again and again until i get better. I HATE BEING SICK.I DO. I TOTALLY DO DO DO...! I still am sick. I'm stuck with blocked nose, headache and a terrible cough. I do not like being sick so very much. Who does, right?
I bet i'mgna miss The Last Song though I know how so many times Zahrah and lotsa people have told me that the show kickin' sux. I don't care, i still wanna watch it.
And I am gonna get that Denim High Waisted Skirt and a Body Suit from Cotton On. I need to. I want to.
Haven't I told you how madly in love I am with... Justin Bieber? I love him. I love him. I love him even though he doesn't have a hot body like Taylor Lautner or Channing Tantum OR even, Miley Cyrus' Ex Underwear Model Boyfriend, Justin Gaston, I love him.
http://strutdowntherunway.blogspot.com/ will be on haitus for a while or maybe, a longggg while till i have an interest blogging in it, again.
Oh. Goodluck Flash Mix Crew for your dance comp tomorrow! Rasyad, Zulhilmi and the rest. :D
Shit this blocked nose!!! /:
PLEASE GET BETTER.
JERSEY SHORE, This show is (fill in the blanks) Everything's fake except for those muscles. Or rather, "THE SITUATION"
I shall rate this a : 2/5
Jerseylicious' an exception. This show's sort of worth watching. Quite a fake-r-y show but, it's about Jersey girls working in the Gatsby store doing styling and make-up. And one of the girls' name is GIGI. No, not "GEE-GEE" but "JIJI"
I shall rate this a : 4.5/5
PACMAN ON GOOGLE-AWH-SUM!
& i got kind of bored so... barbie.com it is! Well, you can't fully blame me. So uh!
From thissssss....
To thisssssss....
Spell KEWL now.
Dictionary games are the best. Ah, morning to all. :) :)
21MAY10'
May 21, 2010
You're the light that feeds the sun, in my world.
Things that i totally need now are very unimportant but I'm still gonna state it down, - A Cotton On Navy Blue High Wasted Skirt - A Cotton On Floral Dress - Nail Stickers (nope, i don't colour my nails anymore so i want just the stickers ;) - Nail Buffer (the one that i bought from body shop is now torn)
And I want Adli to grant me get these :P Okay, kidding! I'm gonna beg my mum to bring me shopping already. My wardrobe are filled with quite a lot of my old stuff so i need new ones!
I hate being sick sick sick! My asthma's back and i do not like it at all. I cough like nobodys' business at home, so ugh right! It is goddamn annoying.
And i wanna come back to school feeling happy and no longer sad anymore. I'm so sick of feeling sad and i've wasted enough time on well, a lot of things. Time to be happy now.
Oh and runway shows are freakin' awezm!
I am very much in love with The Secret Life Of An American Teenager.
Justin Bieber is uber talented, i love him.
Mornin' all.
20MAY10'
May 20, 2010
I HATE BEING SICKKKKKKK
15MAY10'
May 15, 2010
Broken hearts parade.
I'm just waiting for it to happen to me but will it... ever? I doubt so. Do you know how it feels like?
Never mind. Don't know why but whenever there's something happy for me to blog about, something else will ruin it. Like, the thought of watching THE LAST SONG ON THE DAY IT COMES OUT, WHICH'S LIKE 13th MAY AND NOT BEING ABLE TO WATCH IT ON THE DAY ITSELF? Yes. Like that. The thought's still pissin' me to the core.
I have no fever, no flu. Just really bad cough that I am hoping to recover from so bad so i am able to watch the movie. What's the biggie? Because Miley's in it (not that i fancy her so much though) and Liam Wensworth is freaking cute to the maximum. I want to cry after watching the movie because i saw the trailer and it was fcuking sweet.
Kay, whatever.
I honestly think that Demi Lovato is totally following Demi Moore. I mean, the center parting, dark hair and eyebrows.
Demi without make-up. Thinks she really look like her age without make up. Or maybe, a teeny bit younger.
14MAY10'
May 14, 2010
On the ride,
The Hills' just a story of (an approximately) five girls living their lives together in the Hollywood Hills, drinking, partying, catfights and all that drama. Come to think of it, I think that, my life is kind of meant to be like that. I don't mean all of those above though. Just the drama part. Drama. I don't get it. I don't crave for drama happening in my life but lots of things are happening all at once. The more i tell myself to get away from all these dramas, more dramas keep replaying itself, keep happening. No, i do not like it. Yes, you need drama once in a while but not every time, right?
And another thing i don't get is that.... Why do people not care about the people who cares about them? I am not trying to sound... (insert-your-own-werddd) here but really, why. This is just very annoying. I realized that i am easily moody nowadays.
I really need someone to cheer me up.
DO not tell me to cheer up whatsoever, i don't wanna bother. I'm very tired and feeling very werided out, i do not know by what. I just hate this feeling.
And, when am i gonna feel like how others feel? Welcomed in a crowd?
Whatever.
WHEN AM I ABLE TO WATCH THE LAST SONG.
8MAY10'
May 08, 2010
I'd never think of love if it does not exist.
I can't take how I'm overly sensitive I am, sometimes. I get easily irritated nowadays but no one actually sees that until i tell them.
You know, if i do say what i have been wanting to say all these while, it'll be in a flood of unexplainable things. I've been keeping a lot of things inside of me and i don't dare tell them out. I might look happy on the outside but I don't think I'm really that happy on the inside. I've had so many sad moments and the happy ones are the ones that i really, truly treasure.
I put people's problems first before mine, sometimes and no one actually cares about me in the end when i have already shown them my care and concern. I think I am just being really sensitive now. I've been feeling like this for quite a while and i don't know why i do.
I think it's anger that is not able to be let out. I don't quite know how to explain THAT anger.
Honestly, i only keep the people whom i think are worth my trust and are sincere enough in being my friend.
And, another thing, N's are really near and I'm not ready to face piles of test papers and all, in front of me.
I am only scaring myself, right now.
03MAY10'
May 03, 2010
Pretty impossible.
School's been okay but I've been really really tired because of it, though. Thank goodness there isn't school tomorrow due to the Labour Day thingy... If not for that, i think i might just pass out.
I didn't get to go to the Audi Fashion Festival thang today but, whatever. I've just wasted THAT chance. If i didn't, i could've seen pretty dresses on runways, flashing lights and all of that glitz and glamour but i didn't. I shan't be disheartened because I had a very fun time today, too.
Aunt's New Zealand friend came over, Dad drove the family down to Marina Sans. Had Dinner @ Simpang.
Look at what i've got. I am so happy i have now own these :)
A Madame Lipgloss that Agyness Deyn once modelled for.
A shoe-boot, whatever you wanna call it.
Thank you, mum!
I LIKE LIKE LIKE. <3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wjXXNHJldT4 - Eeniee Meenie Official Music Video's Link, Justin Bieber Ft Sean Kingstonzzz.
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Qazimah, sixteen.
temperamental & do not like sleepovers. 15 july 94.
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I'm just waiting for it to happen to me but will it... ever?
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