OMG! OMG! Jessica Sutta's (Above) If I Were A Man is superrrr nice. I got addicted to the song when viewing Athirah's blog and when she put that particular song as her blog song.
I Like. :D

And i found out that... my cousin just gave birth to a baby boy and we have yet to visit her and her family later at the hospital before dinner. Heh, this is like, so cool.
And i'm eating Honeystars now. I haven't had my lunch since i got back home and that was like around 130pm? Woo, I'm famished.
Like, i wasn't hungry just now so i went online and when i was halfway through surfing the net, i got hungry and so now, i'm eating a bag of honeystars, it is so sweet and so nice.
Yep, i know you don't care.

Gosh, looks like I'm going to miss The Hills Online today, huh?
I've been online for so long already and i'm lazy. I'll just watch it tomorrow or something.
I so so have to!

OhFreak. I hate CPA CT today. It sucks so bad. Like, really, seriously.
The paper was damn freaking hard and i was suffering so bad when it came to section B of the paper. I bet the whole class didn't even study and i did and i am now so proud of myself that i did.
I can gurantee that i'll get a few parts right. Ooohno. I shouldn't be to over confident. /=
I just hope that i get it all right because i studied a like, a few of it.

I so want that blackberry-look-a-like phone.
Oh oh, please let me have it.
it's so cuteeeeee.


Alright. I'm going off.
Will upload pics when taken, next time.


i didn't know that at fifteen.

I can't wait to catch Confession Of A Shopaholic The Movie. i wonder when is it going to be released... I borrowed the book from the school library a few weeks ago and i am now getting to chapter ten or was it twelve? i think. Never mind. I just want the movie out so i can watch it.
My current blog song is Bad Girl by The Pussycat Dolls and it, yes, is going to be featured in the movie itself. OMG, can't wait!


Oh, neither can i wait for The Hills Season 4 on MTV Asia nor The City, which is going to be shown on the telly i-don't-know-when.

Probably much much much later than expected. Well, obviously. Just, OMG. I can't stand the slow-ness. I have yet to catch Laguna Beach, the oldest oldest-est show ever, i actually watched The Hills at mid Season 3 and i became interested in the show... i have never really watched Laguna Beach like, at all.
Gosh, do you guys even care about what i'm typing about?
All these The City, The Hills and Laguna Beach?

If you don't, stop reading.

Went to the library to study with the new normal people.
yes, i studied.

Tomorrow's like my CT and it's EBS and english. I am not that prepared. But i promise i'll do my best. I've set a positive mindset and i don't want to let anyone down anymore, especially my parents. I so want to prove them wrong.
I wanna show them that i can do it. And not only it but every single little thing, too.
I want to be more responsible, independent, trustworthy, nice and not so k-po, i want to prove people wrong and that i stand out. Something like that.
Yeah, seriously.
I've been trying to be that way since this year started and yes, i did prove them wrong once but i don't think that is enough. I have to show them, really prove them wrong and that i can do it and it's never enough for me. i have loads to catch up, in studies that is.


Amalia,
Just cheer up okay? Don't cry because of all these. It's not worth it. You should've listened to all the people around you because they know you and want the best for you and they also don't want you hurt. I've warned, quite many times. But you didn't want to listen so, i let it be. And now you're crying so bad that your eyes are sore.
You weren't even in the mood in class to even say a word to me when you were really really sad. for me to hear it is already heartbreaking, what 'bout you? I know the feeling.
You feel so sad that you can't do anything right at that point of time because it is all affecting you. Don't cry.
Or, just cry out loud to let it out. Scream all you want because it will only hurt you more if you keep it inside you.
I've cried over the phone with you a lot.
And i'm here for you. I won't leave you just like that, i promise. Friends will never leave each other hanging when they are in need, do they?

so, SMILE.
And you are really awesome. You have always been there for me. Thanks so so much but, sorry i kept mentioning about ykw so many times that it irritates the both of us so badly. :P
But, who cares. It's me you're talking about! :P
Kidding!
:D
Just so you know, i care about you i want you to be happy.
There are wayyyy more better guys for you than you know who laaaaah, haha.

Like OMG. Really.

Now, what about me?
I don't know.
I'm still sad. I cried over the phone with Rusydi and Amalia loads of times and they never seem to get tired of it, well, i can tell that they do but Rusydi'll be like, "Ala. Just Forget about it, Qazimah." And Amalia will be the one who talks alot about what my issues are about.
I do still cry almost every night because of it.
I'll try my best not to. but it never seem to go away.


Okay, watching The Hills Season 4, Ep 3 sooon!
I'm watching Wildchild with My mum later. Haha! Maybe.
And Studying later do. But i do accept distractions. :D
Really!


i wanna be somewhere in the middle with you...

HAHA!
(Omg, it's so weird to start my post with a HAHA) But....
THANK YOU IKA FOR INTRODUCING ME TO THE HILLS - ONLINE.
:P
See, i thanked you in large fonts. Lol. Okay, i am so weird today... Maybe due to tiredness.
Yes, i am tired. School stuff pretty much occupy my time on the comp.
I'll be telling myself to not get anywhere near the comp... like, not unless i finish my homeworks pr something. So see, i am innocent. Okay, not really lah.
Haha. But still!

I'm back from my grandmum's and i feel like sleeping now.
And yay, i have found a checkered shawl somehow somewhere and it's nice. It's checkered yes. It's black and red, too. Yes.
Gawd. It's so cute and i have to have to wear it out.
Next time. I'll look for my sleeveless, tights and match it with the shawl.

Ahhhhhs, i so missed my Kindergarten days.
I can clearly remember who i was friends with the last time... Nurulashikin, Shahrul, Ashraf, Siti Zubaidah and an Atika girl... oh, a Nabilah(?) or was it, Nadirah... or... i dont know. But i am pretty sure her name starts with the letter 'N', too. And a guy named Nick.
My mum's friends with Ashraf's, Shahrul's, Siti's and Nick's mum. HAHA. Cool.

I last saw Shahrul when i was p6. I was on the way back home from somewhere BVSS and i saw him and his mum.
I last saw Atika... when i was p2(?) Not so sure.
I last saw that 'N'-lettered girl when i was.. okay. not sure either.
And Nick. Nick. Nick. I saw Nick at Tampines when my mum and I were on our way to my aunt's.
He's cute lah. Haha, his voice dah pecah. Hot voiceeeee.
LOL.
I miss those times.
I missed my old Temasek Primary friends, too.
I never actually got to get to know them well but i remember their faces.
OMG. I so miss them! D;

Ohohoh, i miss Zahrah too. She must've a hard time at OBS.
I once mentioned EBS as i thought it was OBS.
I was like, "Ahhhs, Zahrah... Have fun at EBS!!"
And she went all, "errr? OBS, Qazimah!"
ROFL.
I miss you babe! :DDDD

kay, i am tired and i want to sleep soon.
like, later-er.
i pretty pissed with Rusydi lah. You dont have to know why.
:D

And i loveeee playing Labryinth.
I kept pronouncing it as lee-breeen. when it's lab-ri-yn, :P

Like, OMG Laurennnn!

I currently am watching The Hills Season 4, Episode One, that's showing on MTV Asia on the 2nd of March and I'm not that patient to wait for it to start airing when America airs it first and as so, I'm watching it online.
Like, finally. I have been too lazy to watch it online.


Oh, I'm trying to get myself organized, though.
I'm doing quite a lot of things nowadays. I'm getting pretty much busy, busy and busy... Let see,

Monday: okay, I'll reach home at around 1pm or 1pm-ish. No staying-back unless there is a need to.

Tuesday: I have Angklung and it ends at around 5+ or 6+, sometimes. And if there is any Homeworks ,I'll do it in the midst of waiting for Angklung to start. But for now, I have music lessons to attend to. Music coursework, I mean.
And I'll have lunch, attend music then, to Angklung.

Wednesday: Nothing much. Stayback or go to the bedok/school library to read or do homework with friends.

Thursday: Angklung again.

Friday: Nothing.

Kay, right. I am not that occupied as you all are. NT students finish school like, wayyyyy earlier than Express and Normal. We end school at 12.50pm. Cool, huh?
I know. I like it. :D


So, my Gossip Girl It's You That I Want book is being passed around from hand to hand in class. Gosh! annoying! I don't even know why they do that! It's a good thing they didn't actually tear any one of the page out. I bet if they do, I'll either curse crazy (Which I usually don't do much and it's unusual of me if i were to) or cry in front of their faces. I really think either one of that will happen.
But, thank god they did not.
(;

Eh, seriously lahhhh, I think Spencer should shave his moustache... All of it out.
It's disgusting.
Audrina's a total bimbotic biatch.
OMGGG. OMGGGG, I miss the word BIATCH!
And i think Whitney's kinda pretty.

Heh. Sorry i hopped to one topic to another. I'm like multi-tasking right now. He he. I don't usually and can never multi-task but surprisingly today, i can.

I love reading Sophie Kinsella's Confessions Of A Shopaholic, really.
The book is awesome. It makes me want to shop more more more.
I'm trying to save money for the scaf ive been eyeing on at Cotton On, really. If it's really sold out, i'll regret not buying it. Gah!

And I dislike this ep of The Hills so much! Ive just finished watching it though.
Now watching Season 4 Episode 2. HAHA.
Hate the fact that Aud's in it. I know she is supposed to be in it, but she's like, being a total a-hole when Lo seeks for forgiveness! Shit-ass stupid lah.

Okay, I want the phone i blogged about yesterday.
I want that scaf.
I want that Vest.
I need a calculator to do my homework. I've lost it.
I need it urgently... I have to go downstairs to buy it and i'm to lazy to.
Somebody help meeeeeee.


Have to continue watching my fave show.
Goodbye!
:D

i never regretted having feelings for you and it never was a mistake.

Went to visit both my aunts in two different hospitals.
One at Thomson and the other, SCGH.
One had an Operation and the other, just gave birth to a baby girl and her name is Nawrah Binte Nuh and she is super cute and delicate and fragile. Heh.
And i don't know if Nawrah is pronounced as Nourah or Naurah though.

So picture below is what i found when my brother was cleaning the old cupboard in the room.
My Kindergarten and Primary One Class Photo. HAHA.
Cool right?
Just try spot me! :D
I can still remember some of my classmate's names. Both Primary and Kindergaten.
(:

Went to PP just now and i was so hoping the shawl i wanted was there at cotton on and it wasn't.
WTFFFFFFF. I was so mad lah. I was even on the verge of crying. Got to know that it was only available at Tamp's Cotton On. I so have to get there as soon as possible. I want it it it it! D;
The Vest I've been wanting for so long too.
Asked the salesperson and he said that the display was like, the only piece left. The LAST piece left... It was $47+.
And my mum was like, No. And i was begging for it because i know that it matches with anything and everything!
I wanted to cry, really.
I wanted it so badly and it was also the last piece and it was important to me.
I mean, if it's sold out, it's sold out. I can never retive it back or anything, can i?
Gawd.

I was in no mood and my mum was then asking if i wanted it and i said no. But, i honestly actually still do.
It's important okay.
I don't care... if it is still there. I so want to get it.
I so so want to and i don't care if it's super ex or not. I'm hoping if there is a sale, the vest'd be there in the sale.

I got nothing today but a green-stripped pink socks. Like, OMG?
I freakin' want that vest.
&#*!

But other than the vest, i think i want this phone, too. It's so cool. But not as cool as a touch-screen uh. I stil want this. It looks like a Blackberry that Nicole Richie has. But of course hers is a real blackberry lah.
Oh, have i mentioned that Nurin has a touch-screen?
Yep, she has.
It's so awesome. (;

I want a vest.
I want a shawl.
I want the phone.
These are what i want for now, so badly.
Seriously.

URGH.
I want an LV.
I've fallen in love with Emma Robert's character in Wildchild, Poppy Moore.
Her LV bag on the wall is super sexy!

:D

i am hungry.




currently am chatting with Ashraf online about our PAP lives.
Heh!

I Hope You Dance by Lee Ann Womack's great.
It's a must listen!
The song's a bit 'dramatic' though... But. Nice. Very adult-y i mean. Like, the tune and vocals and stuff.
But, Just click on the above image anyways... You know, to listen to it as the image above will bring you to listening to the song.
:D
Listen okay!

Oh, i bought neon green shoe laces today to fit in with my black converse.
I do know that black don't do well much with green but, i don't care... I just mix and match sometimes.
And I like it.

I have been out the whole day and I'm so tired!
Met my mum at the airport for lunch with my brother since my mum works at the airport and had lunch at Popeye's.

Went Tamp to shop and that was where i bought those awesome neon-ed laces! :D

Eh eh.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.
I so badly want that pretty little shawl sold at Cotton On!
It's boxed+checkered and it's a mixture of gray and black and white on it. It is so nice and i so like it.
I have to have it!

It's like, only ten-freaking-dollars! Like, HELLOOOO?
It's important. That is why i want it.
A pretty little shawl and it's a must for me to get it lah. Yes, it's a simple one but I've layed my eyes on it. It's cute and you can either dress it up or dress it down with it.
SEEE! Fits with everything.

I wanted it so badly just now but my mum was like, "We have a lot of those at home."
And i begged her to rummage through her closet as soon as possible because i want a shawl and wear it out, so bad. D:

Even Nurin kept asking me for a shawl okay.
And i do have a green one but it is so simple and there's nothing like, no patterns. It's just so plain. I want THAT PRETTY LITTLE SHAWL! D:

I so have to get it if i see it at Cotton On again and there will be no thinking twice anymore.
:D

So, had Swensens in the mid afternoon.
I had Sticky Chewy.



Gosh, I am hungry right now and i need fooooood!



you're always being yourself and that is what i like about you.

P.s Zahrah, you are not in the pic with you and i together because i look shittaye in it! Sorry.

My legs are aching so bad and so are my fingers, they're so sore!

I guess my fingers deserves the aching and all because, i forgot to get my maths homework done on Tuesday. So my punishment were/are detention and what i had/have to do is to copy the maths questions typed in the workbook four times from page 1 to 8. FOUR TIMES LAH. OMG. But it is a good thing that i have had all of that done just now and i have to go for detention tomorrow too. Why, Because i excused myself on Tuesday itself, saying I had CCA so i won't have the time to do all of it. Thanks to Gavin, he kinda saved me. Lol, Thanks yeah. :D
Fyi, my CCA's on every Tuesday and Thursday and I want rest today so meaning, I don't want anything after school but to get home. Like, the maths teacher wasn't even in school lah. So what's the point of staying back also?
Hehs. It's just either I want or don't want to.

And my legs? I really blame Mass Excercise for it.
Seriously. I don't do good in running and I don't like sweating! The whole Sec Three's had to run 3 rounds around the huge huge field and run back and forth, also It was super burning hot at that point of time so i had a major headache but i didn't care. I ran and ran. I kept running although i knew i hated it. (Pukes)

My legs hurt like crazy now.
Thanks ah. Tomorrow's P.E, there will of course be a lot of running and floor-ball.
Lemme tell you, I hate it. I hate P.E and Mass Excercise to the core. I have to run and then floor-ball, the guys play rough. And i mean, reaaaallllyyyyyy rough. I so don't like it.
D;

But i have to go to school.
My 'abang' is really lame, "Adik, I'm sorry I didn't meet you, I'm sick."
Sakit abeh boleh datang Angklung, pandai eh.


Music was superrific, really.
Hadi and I covered Zombie by The Cranbarries. (:
Yay.
I actually wanted to get on the keys and play You're Not Sorry by taylor swift, but i didn't know the chords of the song much. Neither do i know I hate This Part by The Pussycat Dolls.
I only know the intro.
So sad right.
:P


Ahhhhs, Demi Lovato's Don't Forget Deluxe Editionnnn!
I wantttttt.

Rasyad, hoped you liked the letter.
Thank You Phyras, very much.


i'm worn out.

you just really don't know how it hurts inside.

Celebrated Shafiq's Birthday over at my grandma's and Akmal, cracked super funny jokes that made Shafiq, Aliah and I laughed like mad-people. Woo, Akmal has a super-terrific talent. He so can enter America's Got Talent, NOT!
OMG. Please lah, Akmal is just Akmal.
I can never describe how he is.
:P

Soon after the celebration ended, it was off to Marina Barrage!
Wanted Akmal and Aliah to tag along but they couldn't, as in, weren't allowed to. So it was just Shafiq's family and Mine.
The place was just windy, awesome and high school musical-like. Oh oh, it looks very L.A-like too, at night... really!
No kidding.

Gosh, OMG lah. I so feel like baking... something.
And I still want MY SOFT COOKIES! So so so so badly D:

Just got home from Mac's a few hours ago, actually.
And thank you Rusydi for doing my homework for me! Wait. No, teaching me. TEACHING.
No, actually, he did it for me. Ya lah, he did it for me and err, kinda, taught me too. So, yeah.
Heh.

I had an apple pie from Macs and shared fries with Amalia and Rusydi.
I wasn't that hungry after all.

Bought ice cream Sundae for my mum. :D
I then saw QUNXIANG!
He was calling me and i turned, I saw him and he's still short. HAHA.

Me: You're short.
QX: At least, taller than you!
Me: You ARE short!
QX: You also what, say people.

He's like, what. 1.55 and i'm 1.53?
:P

LOL.

I miss talking on the phone with you guys lah, you Rocking Duos! D;


And, RASYAD! GET WELL SOOOOOOOOOOON, I miss you!




And the tears in your eyes.

You, hurt me so badly that i cried my heart out in class. I couldn't stand it anymore. And someone whom i thought never cared about me and who's always disturbing me in class, asked if i was okay and why i cried.
Yes, you did apologize. But, why must you mention it?
Why say it without thinking?
It hurts. It really does.

But no matter what, I'll still always be there for you.
Because I still care about this friendship.
I am sorry, too.

These pictures above are like old pictures of my cousins and i.
So cute right? I know. :P

And, OMGOMG. It's always problems after problems, gosh.
How irritating!
I just am tired of it all but nevermind, i'll endure. I'll be patient.
It's not really about my friends anymore but it's about... something else.
A load off my mind, another load comes. (sighs)
But, it's alright. Patience, patience.
(Breathe in, breathe out, Be patient)

[ I LOVE MY BESTFRIENDS AND THEY ARE THE ONES UNDER THE HEARTSHAPES! ]
they're totally babes and hunks!
omg, ew. HAHAHAHA.

:DDDD


just dance, gonna be okay, da da du du and just dance. let the record play, da da du du and dance!

I love Candles by Hey Monday, my current blog song. (:
And I am happy that I'm out of those confusion i was in yesterday and I'm done... Crying does help, actually and i was kind of surprised that it helped me. I felt better after crying... Much much better.
Thank You, like, a million times... Zahrah, Murni, Iskandar, Zulhilmi and Daniel for being there at my time of need... You guys are so awesome. I'm much better now and I'm still sorry Murni. Thanks for always being there for me and Zul, you rock. (Yes, I know. "I rock, You pebble." as you would like it said better that way. :P)

I find something pretty strange, really. Like, i can never really be myself in front of my best friends, except for Zahrah and Zul though. I tend to be rather bossy and aggressive in front of them and they are Rasyiqah, Amalia, Rusydi, Rahman than the two, which is both Zahrah and Zul and i, myself don't know why.
I find them, the five hard to talk to sometimes. I can never fully express myself in front of the 5 but, the two. With the two of them... honestly, i feel myself and i feel comfortable with either of them. I don't understand why.

Oh oh, i got my converse shoes already and i LOVE it.
They're kid-sized. Size two, obviously. It's a kid-size and it's $45 when the adult size costs more. :D hah. I'm so happy that it's at a lesser price. I love my mum! She rocks (:
Thank you for the converse very much mother!
I got my silver-ishy glittery leggings already, too. Well, I am a member of 77th street, yeah! Finally. The silver-ishy leggings costs $28. Wow.
I thought it was like, $18. But i look at the wrong type of legging. I looked at those non glittery ones and they are $18. Lol.

Speaking of Bimbo-ness... You didn't know how 'bimbotic' i was just now okay.
Ustazah asked us to take our Fiqeh book out and my book wasn't on my table and ustazah asked where my book was...
Ustazah: Mana buku awak?
Me: Takde.
Ustazah: Apasal takde?
Me: Tak beli.
(Zahrah sits beside me for madrasah)
Zahrah: (Coughs Coughs) What is this? (Places the Fiqeh book on my table)
Me: Ohhhhhh! Wow. LOL. I did not know the book was ever in my bag!
Ustazah: (smiles)

HAHAHA, Omg. Wth? I didn't even know the book was ever in my bag lah.
Okay, nevermind.
And the 'hot chocolate meeting' i was supposed to have with Zahrah got 'cancelled' because i was late. And she wore two different coloured socks. One light pink, one dark pink.
Haha!
Baik ah.
Eeeeee, omgosh, i sound so minah right now.
ew!

Ah, yes, i've done my homework and i understood what was being thought in school, finally!
Thank you again, Zahrah.

I want a new issue of Teen Vogue. Somebody please buy me one? :P

Wahhh, alot ah? :D kidding!


Playback's sucha waste.