Iqa, Hazmi and I hung out today. It's a so called, 'cousin outing' without Nabil. He told me he had some studying to do. But my brother ended up bumping into him at Tampines. -.- Lunch at BK. Rusydi and Amalia wanted to see me for fun, i guess. So, met them at BK with them Iqa and Hazmi. Had Whooper meal and walked around aimlessly around the whole place that we went to.
Stopped by to get yogurt. This time, with different toppings. Sat there. Slacked. We sat a lot today. And then blocked the staircases.
Toys R Us next. I so badly wanted to see the gigantic fake cokcroach sold there so, Hazmi brought me there because he knew where the place was. BECAUSE HE PLAYED TAKRAW OR SOMETHING DOWN THERE -.- Kay so anyway, saw all of those scary things... I freaked. Iqa scared me with some oogly octopus and Hazmi scared me with some... I forgot. Lizard, i guess? Disgusting shit. Disgusting, i tell you.
I WANNA GO OUT SOME MORE. SMART AH, QAZIMAH. END OF YEAR THEN WANNA GO OUT. -.-
I'm watching F1. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? And Lindsay looks... nevermind. She's the host. Wow.
27SEPT09'
September 27, 2009
Beautiful Life.
Gdluck fr yr EOY's evryone =D
26SEPT09'
September 26, 2009
I'll get it all figured out when I'm out from under.
Some people really should think before they talk.
I feel so scared that the End Of Year Exams are near and I'm unprepared. (Yes, I know i mention lots about the End Of Year Exams) It's on Mondayyy while the other schools have it in the month of October. How unfair. -.-
PICTURES (:
And okay, I now find both Faisal and Farhan equally hottt. I need to go shopping. I want an outing or whatever outing with people. I want coffeebean. I want purple tights and red shoes with black laces, checkered skirt and tank top. Kay.
Like i will get them all.
" Everyone who 'makes it' has to deal with the same thing : people changing, not being able to trust people. But it's okay. I have Selena. " - Demi Lovato.
25SEPT09'
September 25, 2009
We will be on top of the world, tonight.
I think Selena Gomez and Taylor Lautner will be the next Angelina Jolie in future or something.
I don't like sitting in rows full of people. I don't like sitting in front of rows full of people, I don't like sitting in back rows full of people. I like to be alone because I am able to focus more.
Teens are wasting their teenage years doing irrelevant things instead of working hard.
24SEPT09'
September 24, 2009
I don’t wanna feel the pain, what good would it do me now?
Out From Under - Britney Spears
I thanked you for buying me that lollipop. I did. But, it wasn't the lollipop that i needed or wanted. I did not want it. I did not need it. But you bought it for me because, you were afraid I wouldn't talk to you anymore. I'm just not pleased with the fact that, you took everything. You made it like it was your own when it isn't. You wrote the exact same thing that i did because you copied. You got all of it correct because you copied. And you got praised for 'your' good work because you copied... You copied MY work. And this have been going on for how long...? You tell me.
You did it once, twice... even more than twice and thrice. But, i 'gave in'. I closed an eye to it. Hoping you would realize that it is unfair to actually 'take' something that is not yours and make it like your own.
Good thing all of these haven't been affecting my schoolwork or whatsoever. I just want a stop to this. I want a stop to this.
Yes, I would be willing to help if you need any. But don't do me like this. I can't always 'give in' and let you step all over me anymore. No, never.
I didn't talk to you because I want this to stop. AND, IT'S NOT ABOUT THE LOLLIPOP. I mean, come on.
It's about you taking someone's things and make it like your own when it is not and you taking ALL the credits away. I got very unhappy then but i kept mum about it. Oh well, since it's all over...
I forgive you.
23SEPT09'
September 23, 2009
I should have known,
I am happy, elated, excited, shocked and I can'tbelievethatomgthisishappening. I can't believe that you are here. I, indeed am happy to know that. But I shan't say anything more. And what happened the last time, let's just forget it and i don't ever wanna bring it up anymore.
"I wanna forgive you but, I don't wanna forget you."
I'm hoping that things would change very soon. And you'd realize it
Ah, I'm stuck to Love Drunk by Boys Like Girls, againnnn.
'All the time I wasted on you All the bullshit you put me through Checking into rehab is everything that we had Didn’t mean a thing to you I used to be love drunk But now I’m hungover Ill love you forever But now it’s over...'
All thanks to Iqa. Her blogsong what. Gah. I think Ashley Tisdale looks damn fake in that video. Like, she's not herself and her nose, it's so pointy. And yeah. Omg.
When she was blonde, her nose was normal. She turned brunette and her nose starting taking it's shape, LOL.
Honestly, does she want to get out of that Disney Channel kid image so bad? No, I like Ashley Tisdale, sorry Ashley Tisdale fans but, really. I think that she is trying to look too mature.
Lady Gaga, A transvestite...?
Lady Gaga is one daring individual, as you all know. So, I assume that she only did that for media attention. It's cool how she accepts criticism so well. I like Gaga for that and, her style too.
Demi Lovato, The Next Disney Wildchild?
Search me. Just look at her pictures leaked online.
AND OMG, SYLVIA RONTEL'S AN EX BEDOK VIEWAN? How cool.
22sept09'
September 22, 2009
Liar In The Glass.
I'm scared because the end-of-year exams are like, a week away from all of us. It's really near and I dare say that I am not fully ready despite the fact that I have done my revision, practiced and jot down notes for all of the subjects that I'll taking for my EOY'S. Yes, I still am not prepared for it and I don't think that i am clever at time management. I've to study hard, hit the books and focus on music as well... I have Taufiq and his friends asking Wafa and myself to join his band, I have maths to work hard on and tuiton homework, school stuff. Everything. Everything that is stressing me is related to school. I dislike it big time. School can be a real chore, huh.
And The Hills' new and last season will be premiering on the 24th Of August. Last season. And, I want to get Lauren Conrad's L.A Candy book! Anyone willing to buy me? Ha, kidding. I don't want it anymore because I have read it and it's not a must. I guess I will be missing Audrina's Bimbo-ness, Lauren's kindness and Heidi's Bitchiness, Whitney's happy-go-lucky attitude and dear Spencer's ego then. I want Lauren to fall in love with Brody so bad since they are both the best of friends and are so very close. Okay - cliche much.
My mum's frying nuggets.
I want a cousin outing. It'd be fun i guess. It'll bond us all, maybe. Since our parents want that from us :P
ASHRAF A HAPPY FIFTEENTH BIRTHDAY, CHILDHOOD FRIEND :D
AND HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY IFAH FARIZAH! YKNOW I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABE (:
Ika, miss you too babe. (;
And my nuggets are done. On time.
21SEPT09'
September 21, 2009
No More Poison, Killing My Emotions.
The three days of Raya (including today) so far, have been awesome and... a killer at the same time, too. Why? I was suffering. I sweat, my leg hurts due to all the walking here and there and everything. But, the very best part were the food. FOOD. I LIKE :D Went over everyone's house and so many funny things happened. Very enjoyable.
And today is the second day and yes, everyone, cousins, uncles, aunts... all took the private bus all over singapore. Okay - not really. But, to everyone's house to pay a visit and get $$$ (; I can't believe i actually talked to Nabil and Hazmi. It was... unbelievable but. well.
I was texting Huzyer the whole day la, really. Yeah, we texted crap. And about some epic stuff about people too. HAHA. Giler sia that guy. Damn random la he.
Okay i am already very tired. There is school tmr. Awesome eh? I know -.-
18/09/09
September 18, 2009
It's a roller coaster kinda rush...
Crazier - Taylor Swift
I see a lot of malay-chinese relationship nowadays and i find it quite cool. (Yes, Akmal Dani. I know, you mentioned this to me so, you get credit) Yes, i find it quite cool.
Currently chatting with Irwin, Akmal Syazwan's band buddy, before the band broke up. And Marilyn. Marilyn (Y) Gah, i miss typing (Y) and (N) alot. Random much, i know.
End of years are nearing. I still am scared. I don't want tuition tomorrow though. I am too tired to work. I cannot wait for raya.
And i am sleepy.
21 Guns is playing in my head non-stop and it's playing on my playlist now, too. -.-
One, twenty one guns, throw up your arms, into the sky, you and i.
I like the leadguitar part of the song. Very nice. I think i'm liking the rock genre back again. OH NO.
Right across the room, he stares...
September 17, 2009
But i still, have my moments, baby... that's just me.
Three Cheers For Five Years - Mayday Parade
School - okay. After school - off to the jamming studio (which is in school)
Oh whoa, I can't believe I actually jammed with four sec 1's... along with Wafa and played a Zombie cover with them. The sec ones thought I was Chinese when I obviously am not. Taufiq's super awesome at the guitar, he's like a natural. really. I was so amazed when i heard him play Zombie (it seem like a difficult song to play, including the lead parts and stuff, that is) He played and it sounds really, really good. Him and his friends, they played as a full band after that... And ohmy, hell terrific la.
Zulhelmi, Afiq and I played The Reason by Hoobstank and I'd say that we're getting better as days pass by. We could be like a whole band together. How cute can that get? (Okay, not really. We're fifteen so it's not cute anymore) Rasyiqah sat and watched when she was supposed to play the drums but Afiq took over her place for today.
Insomniatic
September 14, 2009
"And the hardest part is letting go..."
Mayday Parade - Jamie All Over.
Miserable At Best By Mayday Parade is a very very sad song. I wanna learn the song so that i'll be able to play it on the piano or something.
I know how she feels because, i feel that way... sometimes. She needs someone to talk to just like how i would rant my anger on anyone that's willing to listen to me. Just believe in her and never break her heart. Promise me you would always be there for her and no matter how things will change, you'll still be her friend and not hurt her.
I trust you. tyvm awak. saya percayakan awak kay (: Okay, spent my day after school at the hospital. Don't ask why. It pisses me off just to think about it.
I hate it. I do.
i feel a wee-bit lazy for tomorrow. My nose still hurt and i've a headache. -.-!
Taylor Lautner is hot. I pity Taylor Swift. D;
the hardest part of leaving.
You never let go but I let go...
September 13, 2009
"I can forgive it, I can't forget it..."
Mayday Parade - I'd Hate To Be You.
thanks zahrah for the cupcakes.
I can't believe it.I'm crying.
Remember how we used to laugh over the silliest stuff, Cry over something that we thought would end? I read that book. I read every single word in that book. The expressions I'd make reading it. I'd cry and that page would be soaked with my own tears. That was one touching book.
...When they let go.
they really do let go...
I never wanted to give up but since, the book meant nothing to me anymore, I gave up reading. When i intentionally wanted to continue to the next chapter. I didn't want to try reading it anymore. The book was filled with full of emotions, full of anger and also full of happy moments. I felt the exact same way the book was written out when i read it. The first chapter was filled with smiles, laughter and those moments that would be remembered a lifetime. The second chapter was full of emotions, sadness, crying... The third chapter was when i gave up reading, halfway. Because, it was full of anger, I wanted to cry while reading it. So, i stopped. I stopped. I wanted to try continue reading it. I just wanted to know how strong I am at "Confidence." I really was afraid. But i tried. I flipped open the book but my hands started to tremble. I closed the book.
I cried.
I was able to read you like an open book.
You left me here with all these scars... I don't make sense but, I'll leave it. It is not a book. It's me.
Turning hopes on fire, sun is burning Shining down on both of us
It hurts.
holding on white knuckles like, whoa.
It's Easier To Fall Apart.
I'll Be A Designer Someday,
Aly & AJ - Potential Break-Up Song.
ALY & AJ changed their, 'so called' band name to 78 Violets!
What. A. Name.
I miss getting morning texts from SELYNNAMINAH (N)
I had fun today with cousins. Had dinner at Kembangan. Akmal was making the whole lot of us laughing all the way. Thank God, I finally am able to talk to someone who's my age. But... Believe it or not, the two of us were talking about Poly's and JC's. Never would I expect something like that (talking about school) coming out from Akmal's mouth. All of us, Zahidah, Aliah, Shafiq, Myself and Akmal had a game together and I swear we were the noisest bunch of people there and we were noiser than the KWB's. How unbelievable.
I really need to manage my time well. I was supposed to be offline at 1230am to study till 130am but it's now 127am exactly. D; You see what the internet is doing to me. Ah, I miss Zul my bitchboybuddy... bitching with him about a whole lot of stuff.
Madrasah tomorrow. I don't know if i am looking forward to it, though. Every Sunday, same thing. Hope Zahrah brings me cupcake tomorrow and hope that it will be a nice cupcake too. :D
Alrighty, goodnighty!
dancing alone, feeling so low
Stay up all night with the stars.
September 08, 2009
Calm Down, Pull Yourself Together.
How can some people just do things without thinking about the other best friend's feelings?
Everyone's falling in love and most of them falling for their own best friend. I find it cute yet weird.
How awesome.
Addicted to Send it On by Disney's Demi Lovato, Miley Cyrus, Selena Gomez & The Jonas Brothers.
till you give it away.
I am tempremental.
September 07, 2009
You Showed Me What I Couldn't Find, When Two Different Worlds Collide...
Today made me realize how grateful i am to have you as my friend. My best friend. You, you're always there for me when i need you most, you've been nothing but the best friend, you're such a great person and inside and out, You are a nice and a caring individual. Today made me realize that, you're the one. You're the friend and thank you for everything that you have ever ever done for me.
"It may seem cliché for me to wanna say that you’re not alone."
All of my life Ive been waiting, For someone to trust, Someone who cares, Someone who Ill know will always be there. Someone that would always tell me the truth, Even when its the hard thing to do. Someone who always knows what to say And when they don't, They don't go away. Someone who will always walk by my side through the hard times.
- My BFF, Paris Hilton.
This whole post is for you, Zahrah (:
And RASYAD, Please CHEER UP! ^^
i'll throw my heart away
I gotta see a new face.
The Words Are Coming, I Feel Terrible.
Zomg, i miss listening to Emma Robert's Unfabulous & More CD and watching her shows and movies. Unfabulous, Nancy Drew, Hotel For Dogs (Missed!) & Wildchild (Have the CD though, thanks to Zul :D) And i miss listening to my old old favourite songs too ): (N)
Emma Roberts - I Wanna Be
"I wanna live a life of fantasy, I wanna fly, I want to be much more... Can't you see, I wanna be."
Emma Roberts - Dummy
"I'd have to be a fool to believe every word you said, I don't wanna be your dummy, cut your strings and I'm free honey, I don't wanna be your dummy, that dummy..."
Emma Roberts - We're Gonna Happen
"Cos' I believe that we are gonna happen, we're gonna be together, I believe that we are more than friends, cos' i believe that we are really gonna happen, cos' that's how the story supposed to end."
Emma Roberts - Goodbye Jr. High
"Hello luck, hello life, hello love, hello pain, say goodbye to jr high. Everytime I see your face, you know i'll be missing you one day, We had a good time, well, have a good life.""
Katelyn Tarver - Wonderful Crazy
"Cos' my life's so wonderful crazy, its a beautiful out of control, kind of scary amazing, but i don't really mind at all."
Katelyn Tarver - Something In Me
"Go over the edge and see where I land, Something in me wants to know what's out there, Something that I gotta do, its not you, it is something in me."
Linkin Park - Valentines Day
"So now you're gone and i was wrong, I never knew what it was like, to be alone... On a valentines day."
Aly & AJ - Rush
"Don't let nobody tell you, your life is over, be every colour that you are, into the rush now, you don't have to know how, know it all before you try."
Miley Cyrus - 7 Things And, the 7th thing, i hate the most that you do, you made me love you...
Smoosh - Find A Way
"Find a way, figures you out..."
Hilary Duff - Stranger
"There's no kindness in your eyes, ."
Old old favourite songs.
"I've broken too many hearts and I don't have any clue where to go I don't know And all of the wasted time The hours that were left behind The answers that we'll never find They don't mean a thing tonight." - Boys Like Girls' Holiday.
Hey Hey Hey, La La La La La (Land) -.-
Princess Protection Program!
Demi Day.
-Camp Rock - Princess Protection Program. - Sonny With A Chance.
I cried watching it. And now I get what the song, Two Worlds Collide is all about. It has got to do with Princess Protection Program.
".... Livin' her life on her own, always afraid of the throne, you've given me strength to find hope."
I get it.
Send It On - Miley Cyrus, The Jonas Brothers, Selena Gomez & Demi Lovato
A word's, just a word 'til you mean what you say And love, isn't love 'til you give it away
We've all gotta give yeah, something to give To make a change send it on, on and on Just one hand can heal another be a part Reach a heart just one spark starts a fire With one little action the chain reaction Will never stop make it strong Shine a light and send it on.
Just Smile and the world Will smile along with you.. That small act of love That's meant for one will become two If we take the chances... that change circumstances There's power in all of the choices we make So I'm starting now there's not a moment to wait...
I AM SLEEPY.
Me, I'm so into Disney's stars... maybe.
You think you're the new sensation?
September 05, 2009
Life & Crayons.
Is it good to actually reminisce?
My heart still needs it's 'letting go'. It feels heavy and... - What else can i say about it?
Oh &&&, i came across this online...
Teenage Love, - Guys' Flirting Ideas. Always have a smile on your face. Not a fake one but a natural one. Practice in front of mirror(giler!)
Give her a unique and genuine compliment. Don't tell her anything which she hears from every second guy. Try to be unique (?) (HUH?) and genuine.(True) If you can't find out something like that you can use the classic one- "I bet you have a beautiful smile."(Right, sureeeee...)
Always listen carefully at what she says. Learn to be a good listener. This is very important. Listening carefully and making valuable comments will make your partner feel happy.And don't comment at all if you haven't heard something carefully.Don't make an irrelevant comment and show that you were not listening.
Don't say "Can I get your number?". Say "Do you have a number, where I can reach you?"?(I thought it's supposed to be, "Where can I reach you?" only? So it sounds not desperate?)She will most surely not say that she has no number as this would make a fool of her. Nobody wants to be fooled. (-.-)!
Check her out from head to toe with her eyes on you. (WHAAAT THEEE?) But don't make it seem an eager look. Do it confidently anddon'tstop at neckline.(AIYO!)
Okay so!
HAPPY FIFTEENTHBIRTHDAY, NADHIRAH!
May today be a memorable birthday for you. I love you babe. Stay as awesome as always. Thanks for not failing to be there for me. I (L) you a whole lot (; Sorry i can't be there at your celebration today. Hope you enjoyed it very much, though! :D
I baked chocolate cake with my brother today. So happy (: The end product turned out awesome. Well, obviously. Ah, the end of year examination's on the 28th of September and I haven't touched any of my books yet! Will probably start the studying & everything by Monday D; I. Am. So. Scared. For. This. And I'm on the midst of reading Jodi Picoult's My Sister's Keeper. The book is really good. Yeah. I haven't been reading lately. Been falling asleep much, while reading. Kewl eh.
Leighton Mester can actually sing.
youknow you lurve me,
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life.
September 04, 2009
Don't wait to until the last minute to tell someone how you really feel. Because it just might be too late. And don't always go by what your friends say, follow your heart.
Sometimes I think you'll be fine by yourself, Cause a dream is a wish you make all alone, It's easy to feel like you don't need help, But it's harder to walk on your own, You'll change inside when you realize The world comes alive and there'll be things from beginning to end when you have a friend By your side that helps you find The beauty of all when you'll open your heart And believe in, The Gift of a Friend
Someone who knows when your lost and your scared There through the highs and lows Someone you can count on, someone who cares Beside you wherever you go You'll change inside when you realize The world comes to life and there'll be things for I from beginning to end when you you have a friend By your side that helps you find The beauty of all when you open your heart and believe in, The Gift of a Friend. And when your hope crashes down Shattering to the ground You'll, You'll feel all alone When you don't know which way to go And there's no such leading you on You're not alone.
My heart feels heavy. End Of Year is somewhat near and I haven't even flip a page on any of my books yet. I can't afford to laze around anymore... can i? I think that there's a whole lot to think about already.
SAVE ME.
i'm terrified
You caught me offguard.
September 01, 2009
You Leave Me Speechless,
I can't help but stare at Taylor Lautner's beautiful, define face, sexy eyes and muscular body. He's so hot that I'm melting. Although I find his nose is a little weird. How lucky of Selena Gomez to get him as her boyfriend. If i were to have a boyfriend like Taylor, I'd keep him, forever. Oh, whatever Qazimah. You are so full of crap.
Time flies fast. It's already September. I'm hoping that the past won't repeat. I'll learn to not try and hurt anyone or break any hearts, anymore. Because I would not want anyone to break mine. And sometimes, things just happen too quickly. You will never see it coming. Ah, things, people. Things. Infatuation. I, right now don't believe in love because i don't think that it exists in our teenage years because when you mean and mention love, i think that it means forever and i don't think that things will really last forever. Even friends change. If friends can change so quickly, what about feelings? Won't feelings change, too? Well, this is what i see and this is my point of view. And if you have your own point of view, keep it to yourself, please and thank you oh-so-very much.
Lady Gaga is Bisexual. Adam Lambert's Gay. Lindsay Lohan's Lesbian. Ah, what's happening to everything? What happened to all, "Girl, I love you." And "Boy, I love you." ?
So anyway... Break-fast with Hidayah today at Pastamania. And i spent the whole of my money only on today. Had real funnnnn.
Hmm. Lets just see what tomorrow will bring.
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Qazimah, sixteen.
temperamental & do not like sleepovers. 15 july 94.
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