I'm annoyed by a whole lot of things.
Tomorrow... or rather, today is already a Sunday. Madrasah (gasps)
Monday, Maths Common Test. Oh - crap.
I haven't studied. AT ALL when i really should.

I'm hoping for all A's.

I miss having massive outings with friends, really.
But N's coursework has already started so i have to lessen my Friday outings and start STUDYING.

I miss those huge outings i would have, the fun, the laughter, the gossips.
Can't wait for those longgggggg hols.

Gotta turn in now.


I'm in the midst of making a Scrapbook that will be filled with runway pictures, fashion designers and such... and, OH NO. I've just realized that Common Test's days away and I have yet to touch my books. I know, i know, i should start the studying NOW but, I'm currently reading Jodi Picoult's Vanishing Acts so, I don't want my reading to interfere with anything else... Like, revision. What, studying's way more important than reading you say? Right. I should put my book away and start revising on SCHOOLbooks already, true?

Hm, then i will.

Instead of staying home on a Friday due to tiredness and filled with armload of homework & Saturday staying home and sleeping in, I spent THAT time hanging with a few people.
BBQ chicken with Syahirah, Hidayah on Friday, off to the library on Saturday with Insyira.

I know Valentine's Day is totally over and I've watched the show once but, i feel like watching it again for the second time. Taylor Swift's Today Was A Fairytale's still ringing in my head.



Lazy.

A kindergarten teacher has decided to let her class play a game. The teacher told each child in the class to bring along a plastic bag containing a few potatoes. Each potato will be given a name of a person that the child hates, so the number of potatoes that a child will put in his/her plastic bag will depend on the number of people he/she hates.

So when the day came, every child brought some potatoes with the name of the people he/she hated. Some had 2 potatoes, some 3 while some up to 5 potatoes. The teacher then told the children to carry with them the potatoes in the plastic bag wherever they go (even to the toilet) for 1 week.

Days after days passed by, and the children started to complain due to the unpleasant smell let out by the rotten potatoes. Besides, those having 5 potatoes also had to carry heavier bags. After 1 week, the children were relieved because the game had finally ended.

The teacher asked: "How did you feel while carrying the potatoes with you for 1 week?" The children let out their frustrations and started complaining of the trouble that they had to go through having to carry the heavy and smelly potatoes wherever they go.

Then the teacher told them the hidden meaning behind the game. The teacher said: "This is exactly the situation when you carry your hatred for somebody inside your heart. The stench of hatred will contaminate your heart and you will carry it with you wherever you go. If you cannot tolerate the smell of rotten potatoes for just 1 week, can you imagine what is it like to have the stench of hatred in your heart for your lifetime?"

Moral of the story:

Throw away any hatred for anyone from your heart so that you will not carry sins for a lifetime.

Forgiving others is the best attitude to take! Love others even if you don't like them.

http://www.loversquotes.com/ShortLoveStories3.htm/

Where there is pain, we wish you peace and mercy.
Where there is self-doubt, we wish you a renewed confidence in Your Ability to work through them.
Where there is tiredness, or exhaustion, we wish you understanding, patience, and renewed strength.
Where there is fear, we wish you love, and courage.

Adam Lambert's pretty hot, huh?
Man, too bad he's gay! But, his music isn't that bad, is it? I'm very much in love with Aftermath and Whataya Want From Me.
I love him as much as I love Cotton On and shopping :D Oh and i don't like Blah Blah Blah by Ke$ha, it is TOO ANNOYING.


Well, Ke$ha's songs are nice but, it's a bit... too high pitched and her Fashion's trash.


I'm in need of books, books, BOOKS!
Been occupied with a whole lotta stuff that I've no time to even read books or even the papers now. Homeworks aren't killing me yet. So I'm alright with homeworks, really.

"You are the tiger and I am the lightning."
when it's really supposed to be "You are the thunder and I am the lightning."
HAHAHAHA.

I hate how I'm always typing lightning as lighting by accident. -_-

It's already the fifteenth of February TODAY.
Happy to say that I survived yesterday very well. (:

Me wanna wanna wanna watch Valentine's Day again!
I like Taylor Swift acting like a bimbo and how head over heels she is with her boyfriend, Taylor Lautner. Taylor Squared!

Sad that they're over. BOOZZ.

Already Gone by Kelly Clarkson's saaaaadd.

Okay, mornin' all!

Everything is just not right.
It's just not. Today's a day that I'll never forget to remember because everything is not what it seems.
It's cool how V'day and Chinese New Year are on the same day but still a suckish day. Everything just happened so fast, too fast. It's already midnight and already the fourteenth of February. I really don't care about the day but everything that happened yesterday morning just saddens me.
I hate how Izz is always correcting me when I said tomorrow at 12am when it's actually today. HAH.
Spent my afternoon listening to songs on MTV.
Love songs all the wayyyy. Awesome or what?
I'm all alone at home @ 12.09AM and slurping on starbucks.

Thanks Zahrah, Hidayah, Fouzan for yesterday.
Comforting me and such.
Love you.






Shall rate Valentine's day an 8/10.
I like how Taylor Swift acts as a bimbo in the movie and who is also very obsessed over her boyfriend, Taylor Lautner. SO HAWT. They both look cute together. Like, I like.

I almost cried, too.
When i heard Today Was A Fairytale by Taylor Swift. You guys should watch it.
I'm darn tired.




"Don't worry, I'll be here for you."

But, how do you know if they mean what they say?
Sometimes, people would say what they don't mean just to make you feel better.
And it's true.

Sometimes, it's better not to trust.



Madrasah was funny.
Ustazah went... WHOA.
Zahrah, Atiqah, Nurin, Ain, Nadirah and I are now in the same class like how it used to be the last time.
Awesome. Thank you Ustazah Hannah.

I'm listening to the whole of Selena Gomez's Kiss & Tell and I love Mondays.


Goodnight.


Off to some sale places with Family.
Then to Ice Cream Chef at night.
And had supper @ kembangan after that.

Please, please do not harm yourself anymore.
You're not on the right track. Why are you doing all these to yourself when you, yourself know that it is very wrong to?
d'you know how much your friends and i worry about you?
Although i know that i have not done much to help, you should know that i love you and i wouldn't want to see you hurt.
Simply because i care.
Please change and do what is right.
I love you.
Please don't hurt me as much as you don't want to hurt yourself.



I sit and wonder why there are nights, we sleep, while others they weep.
With regret, repent, be strong.
Cause we've got one life to live,
One love to give, one chance to keep from falling...
One heart to break, one soul to take us, not for sake us, only one.

Cos apparently, that's what we live for.

Today Was A Fairytale by Taylor Swift would always make me sad.

This part of the song's echoing in my head!


Parkway Parade with Hidayah, Syahirah and Ansari.
Met Hids first and KFC-ed.
Syahirah and Ansari came half-way. The two had lunch at Swensens since it was their a year and i-don't-know-how-many-months-anniversary together, lol. And so, happy anniversary you two!

Hids and I talked over lunch about a whole losta stuff.

Tried on a few Cotton On clothes.