TGIF! (Selynnaaaaaa! Today is your favourite day, minahku. HAHA) Okay, Friday. YAY. I'm now able to relax and get my beauty sleep already. I've been very busy with school nowadays and it irritates me because i would have lots of homework to do and everything. Like, oh-myyyy-goodness la. But oh well, that's how school life is... I've to get used to it, don't i?
School was very fine today. I, in fact, loved it because everything went great and the teacher I had as my form teacher was in a splendid mood today that he made the whole class laugh like crazy hyenassssss. "Benjamin moley moley!" was hilarious.
I have Demi Lovato's Here We Go Again playing in my head on replay. I wanna get the CD with Hidayah if that's possible. Chey, Hidayah looks like budak kecik now sey with her new short hair. So cute can, Mrs Wonka? :P
Currently watchin' Zul's and Rush's Vlog. Funny la you guys. Lol-ing much.
I'm hungry. I always am hungry, aren't i?
And Amalia sayang, I used to feel the same way and no, Rasyiqah and I are not neglecting you. But, please balance your time with your boyfriend and your friends. I know, Rasyiqah have her own friends. And i sometimes hang around Sya and Nad but that doesn't mean that I dislike you. That doesn't mean that i don't wanna hang with you. I really feel like that then. But, we really are not neglecting you. That is for sure. If you feel neglected, tell us next time.
Gift of a friend
Sticks & Stones Will Break My Soul.
July 30, 2009
Cos ' You're The One Who Has To Live With Yourself,
I don't know if is it just me, myself or the people around me that's annoys me very much. Do I annoy myself or is it the people? I notice that I am always getting pissed off over just the simplest stuff nowadays. Words said by a person even though as a joke would make me so mad. Everything's pissing me off. Really, EVERYTHING.
I think I've reasons for it - ... Ah, everything's goin' haywire.
I've homework to do at every each end of the day. I've CCA every Tuesday and Thursday, I have music class on Wednesday. I have tuition on Saturday and Madrasah on Sunday.
I would only get complete rest on Monday and Friday.
& I don't like I'm Yours by Jason Mraz anymore. It's irritating to me already. The whole Angklung Ensemble, we've to play that one song on the Angklung, I've to play it on the guitar during the rock band music lesson. And create a track for it during my music class which is totally during school hours.
Oh how very interesting - NOT.
Demi Lovato reminds me of Hidayah. Hidayah said Demi Lovato remind her of me.
I love 'Here We Go Again' by Demi, really.
Now, I'm standing strong, wait, i think.
A young girl's heart.
July 27, 2009
You never know what you want And you never say what you mean,
take me on the floor - the veronicas
Demi Lovato's Here We Go Again CD is already out!
"Oh - shit, just when i thought this will cheer me up..." Yep, another mistake. I shouldn't have. I really, shouldn't have.
Please do tell if you've anything bothering you, I'm here, I might be able to help. Things are getting better on my side and i will help you if you'd tell me what's wrong. I'd be willing to, you know? I can't stand seeing people so out of mood and it bothers me because it bothers you, friend.
Yet another Typical Monday. HEY MONDAY.
I can't believe I missed the last episode of 90210 which was shown a long time ago. I can't believe today's the last episode of The City for Season 1. Real fast, huh? Olivia's bitchy. Jay's a real player. Lauren & Audriana are the best and Whitney loves the two. Whitney fits in so well with the two. Yep, i didn't inculde Heidi. I dislike her. Have you seen the way she acts in "I'm a Celebrity Get Me Out Of Here!" ? OHMYGAY (As Atiqah used to say :P) Really, Heidi Pratt, Spencer Pratt - The Pratts should just be freaking banned from the show. It's annoying to watch them both on the telly.
And so, Jon & Kate DID split up. I pity their beautiful and handsome sextuplet toddlers and twins. Aw, why'd they have to split maaan. Oh well, misunderstandings. They're adults and they know whats best for them. I'll still be a fan and will still watch their shows, though :D I didn't know talking in the toilet was makruh. I will try not to talk in the toilet anymore, heehh.
Oh and SHERIL, cheer up alright? Things will be fine real soon. We just have to know who our real friends are and who are not. Things are pretty rough on your side, I know, But, it's no use being sad over these things as it'll only bring you down. You know that I used to feel the same way. Well, kinda. But, whatever it is... Cheer up Sheril :D Smile kay!
Yasmin You too, girly. Cheer up babe, don't be too sad. Life's a maze. You'll have to go through all these and then get out of it... You would have to work your way out. Life is just a test. :D
& I am trying hard to be happy too (:
Where did my heart go?
Dance, Dance.
July 26, 2009
Are You Craving For Wonderful?
Insyirah, Selynna, Iqa & I.
Morning : 9 - 12pm, Madrasah. Afternoon : 5 - 7.15pm, met and accompanied Iskandar to Tampines Library. Night: 7.30 - 8.30pm, Dinner / Home.
Madrasah today was fine. And i realized that people are always pickingon our clique. We're not THAT noisy, are we?
Oh oh oh. Insyira sent me home right after that and we took photos. The only reason she sent me home was because she said she wanted to see that thing. Insyira, you know what was the thing you wanted to see! And thanks so so much for sending me home although that wasn't your intention :P :D
Afternoon was fine. Spent the whole afternoon in the library reading tons and tons of girly mags and poetry books while Iskandar did his homework.
Night was dinner. Met Zahidah and her mum for dinner, obviously.
And I'm super shagged already. It's 10:32pm exactly. I feel like sleeping but at the same time, I don't. Ohmy, whatever will i dooooo? -.-
I wanna sleep. I like Parton Tequila by Paradiso continuewhateverthatgroupnameisnamedas.
I PROUD OF THEM. I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT. WATCH KAY! Zul & Rush, I loved it so so much.
Breaking chains
You forgotten.
July 25, 2009
Now This Journey Takes Us On Incredible Careless Tasks Together,
my uncles & i.
Lenka - The Show.
People think that whenever I'm quiet, I'm sad. I'm afraid of tall people just because I'm short. Okay no, I envy tall people cos' I'm short.
I don't like crowded places. I don't like having small feet.
Someone just asked me out to the library to study. Tomorrow. But, Homework's done.
I was just thinking of an outing of COUSINS. Nabil, Shafiq, Hazmi, Hafiz and Helmi, Kak An along with Iqa and myself, together on a outing = IMPOSSIBLE. But it would be... fun, i guess?
Might be going to a syarahan later. Zahidah's family's going so my family might too.
I WATCHED DEMI LOVATO'S NEW OFFICIAL VIDEO FOR HERE WE GO AGAIN ON MTV JUST NOW, YAY! :D
And, FFDC - best of luck. Zul, I am sorry i can't be there. I truly am. Sorry, dude.
back around
I can't do it alone, I've tried.
Don't Know Where The Future's Heading, But Nothing's Gonna Bring Me Down...
No Boundries - Kris Allen.
The Struggles I'm Facing, The Chances I'm Takin' Sometimes Might Knock Me Down But No, I'm Not Breaking...
I don't think i can ever find out what the truth is.
I've gone through this numerous times. I feel like shit kay, really.
We really are drifting apart. We used to be close but, what happened now? It is sad to know that all of these are on repeat. Why's it happening? Why to me, to you?
Why have we changed so much?
Vulnerable, you say?
Why do things have to happen this way? I'm tired of telling myself to hold on to it and that things will go on good sooner or later when it's not gonna.
The Climb - Miley Cyrus seem so ME for now with the situation I'm in. Oh, how perfect! /:
@&#^$%!
describe me the feeling of...
Opposites attract.
July 23, 2009
Words you say, make me fall harder each day...
Little Boots - new in town
I will try to not let all of these things affect me.
I was just looking through old pictures of us, the three of us together. Old pictures of the three of us together, before we became a four-some. I remember how things used to be so fun for us. How things used to be so easy for us to go through together. Whenever i cry, the two of you'd be there. I was really happy because I knew that they were the real friends I've had. They were always there for me. I remember how things used to be so cute and child-like. I remember how i used to cry the other time due to the biggest drama that has ever happened to our friendship.
But you see how things are changing now? This change isn't like how last time's change was. This time... It was a bigger change. BIGGER.
I know, i'm always giving in. I always am. I get tired of it. But now i know that this isn't how it is going to be all the time. Things are going on wrong. Very very wrong. I don't know what else to do. I think i should change myself. I don't want to care about these things anymore.
But after being in all these dramas lots of times, I've learnt to just ignore it. And continue on with whatever I do.
I've to be myself no matter what. I have to be me.
Little Boots make me wanna dance.
It went horrible
And inside, you know I'm screaming.
July 22, 2009
Come On, I Need A New Kind Of Drama, Please...
Demi Lovato - Don't Forget
"Come on, I need a new kind of drama, please..." oh - totally. I am really tired of going through the same exact thing over & over again. Can this please end?Oh wait. Even if this were to end, i know that it'll happen again. The exact same thing will happen again... I can make an episode of Gossip Girl of my own, really. I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired. I really am. Can't you see how everything has affect me? It has affect me greatly that i don't think i know how to be myself anymore.
Ah, i shan't elaborate. I hate it all. Everything's changing. Everybody's changing. That is all i can say. Whatever to all of that typed above.
HARRY POTTER ON A SUNDAY!
Went out with cousins on the 19th and i had a very awesome-ly-sleepy-time. I'll tell you honestly that I'm never, never a fan of Harry Potter and because of that, I find the show really boring. Okay, not really BORING... It's at the same time hilarious too. Harry Potter Fans like Hidayah, go watch. I didn't like it as much as i like Wildchild or Hannah Montana the movie though. Well - obviously. Harry Potter's so not my type of movie.
Don't Trust Me by 30h!3 have been playing in my head a lot nowadays.
I want apple coated syrup. Very nice laaaaaaa.
WAN MURNI BINTE WAN ISKANDARRRRR,
qmzwhomg QAZIMAHHHHH says (6:25 PM): but ive to go at 7. today got eclipse. Munn says (6:26 PM): i thought it was in the morning? LOL. im so slenge la. haiyo. -.- qmzwhomg QAZIMAHHHHH says (6:29 PM): Sorry la. My teacher said at night HAHA Munn says (7:01 PM): eh qaz dah 7. go jengok your tingkap. HAHAHAHAHHAHA. (: qmzwhomg QAZIMAHHHHH says (7:02 PM): OI! HAHAHAHHA DIAM AHH. Takde pape sey Lol. Munn says (7:02 PM): looooooool.
Munn, you ah! HAHA. Thanks for listening to everything just nowww! Lovelove. We so have to go out soon kay! HAVE TO. With Yasmin :D
t...t... tell your boyfriend, if he said he's got beef, i'm a vegetarian and i'm fcking scared of him...
Lol.
Goober.
July 17, 2009
Where were youwhen everything was falling apart? All my days were spent by the telephone... it never rang And all I needed was a call, it never came.
are we even friends anymore?
i don't think that i know you anymore. You are like a whole different person, a whole different you. I don't mean to always get mad at you but you don't seem yourself anymore. What happened to the old you that i got to know? The old you... the person whom i would always turn to when others are gone when i needed them? Where's THAT person? I really miss you, do you know that? Oh - even if you do, i doubt that there won't be a thing that you would do about it. You'd probably apologize and you are done. I don't know what went wrong. Have we changed so much? Have i changed too much or have you? I think, the both of us have but, please... I think i have been neglecting our friendship WAYYY to much. I felt bad, so i decided to talk, text... whatsoever. But, do you even care, like even a little about OUR friendship?
Well, I've just this to say...
I MISS YOU A LOT & I WANT THE OLD YOU BACK.
although i do know that, it is all up to you whether to change things or not. If you don't want to then. It's okay.
I just missed the old you :D
Anyway, Tell Me Something I Don't Know by Selena Gomez is pure gerek. The song is really jumpy. I lost my earpiece! So okay, Hidayah texted just a moment ago.
You know, i don't know if it's just me or i don't fit in well or am i just... full of phobias but, i hate hate hate entering class and everyday in class is like war (?) SOMETIMES. Like, there isn't a place for peace much? Ohmygoodness la. Really. It gets on my nerves at times. But, well. They're my classmates. What to do.
I wasn't in my best mood in school today, thank you.
fix that broken heart - not.
Still very happy.
July 16, 2009
It shines so bright,
I know my birthday's freakin' over already but i still have belated birthday wishes from Wafa, Iqa, Syahmi, Shy Yiing (again) and Xiang Hui... Okay la, I shall mention Akmal, too since he wants credit :P I'm really really touched by all the wishes and all that showering me with gifts. Love love love.
OKAY. I'm very very sleepy. All that shopping I had with mum the whole day makes me very tired. Didn't do much. And well, today pretty much pissed me off because i got really mad for no good reason at someone (and that someone shall not be revealed) because i of course thought i had the upmost valid reason for not getting what i wanted but that excuse that i thought of, i realized... was shit. I really got what i wanted for a long time already it's just that, i don't quite appericiate what i already have. I really was being a total doof for not thanking that someone for everything someone has done for me. And i realize that when i'm mad, i'm really mad. I can just not talk to a person whenever i am mad. I have a very bad anger i guess but i, obviously am able to control it.
Actually, i don't know what i do whenever i'm super pissed. Do i get a pen and paper down to jot down my thoughts? Do i write songs, poetries or do i like to be alone? Do i bake? Do i curse or do i listen to songs that consists of cursings? Do i sleep to get everything off my mind?
OH WAIT. I DO KNOW. I TALK THINGS OUT WITH FRIENDS. Urgh, there is a freaking lizard which just popped out of my computer desk. TSK. DISGUSTED much!
I need someone to steal my heart. I need someone to cure the brusing.
And when you're fifteen.
July 15, 2009
QAZIMAH IS OFFICIALLY FIFTEEN! SAY YEAH! :D Thanks to all who took the time to wish me and flood my phone with their lovely sweet texts! Lemme start thanking them by order,
Shy Yiing, Hidayah, Nadiah, Sarah Afiqa, Zulfaliq, Selynna, Iqa, Ika, Nadhirah, Raihana, Guo Siong, Insyira, Brother, Yasmin, Vera, Murni, Naurah, Rasyiqah, Ain Madrasah, Rasyad, Tony, Karisma, Zahrah, Atiqah, Anis, Arman, Hazierah, Fuad, Afiqah, Syahirah, Insyirah, Faizul, Zahidah, Louisse, AKMAL DANI *credited!* LOL. & the rest... My uncles and aunts, family and everyone else. and also those who wished me online and to those who blogged. Fatin, i love your blog post, Murni, I absolutely love yours too & Zahidah, of course love yours terribly!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QAZZY-MAH!
(I'm trying to upload your pic but photobucket is being..)
You're fifteen now, and that means your older than me. Thank you for being such a sweet friend, for being there, for listening to my whines and stuffs. Now, I have to say that we don't really chat often cause I don't own a phone and can't really update you about my life, we don't really have something to talk about. So yeah, I'm kind of sorry about that. But hey, December/November okay. When school finally closes, you, Yasmin and I will spend some time. Ha, I remember all those outings that we were supposed to go out but was cancelled. Make sure we can go out okay. Anyway, I hope you had a great day and year and everything. I'm typing a lot right now. Lol. Happy Birthday Qaz! (L) I (L) Qazzy, happy birthday! Have a great day and year and I wish you all the best!
- Murni.
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO QAZIMAH'!!!Hehe!Be a gd girl ya,dearest!!Anyway,tag her just now & gave her my blessings!
- Fatin.
HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY ! TO MYDEAREST COUSIN QAZIMAHHHHH ! You have grown up so fast & big , & has always been the best of the best xD (cheychey) I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS ! Be a Good Daughter to your Family , & Plus DONT let us down . Now She's 14 and Tomorrow She will be 15 !!!! YAYYYY ! Dah besarr seyhhh . Anyways , Take care QAZIMAAHHHHH ! (: on 14/07/09.
QAZIMAHH HAPPPYY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYY ! ((:
- zahidah.
Before I forget. Happy Bdae Qazimah! - Faizul. Thank thank you!
I love you guys so very much. You don't know how much this birthday means to me. Turning fifteen is really exciting and i'm also glad to say that i am better from getting sick. Very much better. Thanks you people once again... so much.
And thank you Rasyiqah, Rusydi, Rahman, Shela & Amalia for coming over, surprising me with the gifts! The tank top and blue & black bangles. They're beautiful things and i love it, really. You guys are awesome.
Today's birthday was spent at home. Boring-ly at home. But with my friends turning up at the door was really really sweet. Their surprise was actually a success. Omg, wow.
I really enjoyed it.
THANK YOU GUYS, I REALLY APPRECIATE IT!
And you know, i could clearly remember my fourteenth birthday... it's still intact on my mind. My fourteenth, i got my heart broken badly that i cried infront of Rasyiqah and she had to hug me. And i said, "Why does this have to happen during my fourteenth birthday!" And i cried even harder. My eyes were bloodshot from all the crying. I hated it. I felt real sad but there was this one text that cheered me up and it made me smile from ear to ear. I missed that. I had this one person i trusted so much and this person was always there for me. This person used to be there for me so much that this person was whom i turned to the very first whenever i was happy or sad. My heart was broken so bad that i was traumatized. I cried for three whole days before i felt terrible. I was asking myself why did it happen. Why of all events, my birthday, why why why. I couldn't stop crying. The worst was when i cried in class and i had eyes watching over me. I loved that person so much at that point of time but, it all was gone because when i cried, my thoughts killed me. The feeling ruined my whole fourteenth birthday. But thank god my friends were there for me and they were there to keep me going on. I love them so much. I don't know what i'd do without them. I love them a lot.
I thank god that nothing of that sort is happening on my fifteenth birthday although i really miss the feeling where someone has my heart.
Caught
Fete.
July 13, 2009
How do I get it back the way it was before?
OMG, Weee-ooooo, weeee-ooooooooooooo. OMG I AM SUCHA HAPPY TOOT TODAY because my body's temperature is back to it's normal state. It's no longer 38 deg cels nor is it 39 deg cels and well, there is also no more headache and no more body aches. I feel normal. Very very normal and therefore, i am happy. I've just finished eating two little pink and white and a long blue tablet. Yuck much? I dislike long tablets eventhough it is pretty easy to swallow. It's like once you swallow it, it'll go down to your throat and get stuck there for a moment before it goes down and digest. I hate it that way because whenever i've long tablets to eat when i am sick, i would always get that. I would always have em' stuck down my throat for a little while before it goes down. Naw, never mind that. If i'm fully recovered, I wouldn't have anymore tablets to swallow would i? :D
Today was fine. I wasn't in school today because i had to go to the clinic for another round of a check up because the doctor needed me for the follow-up he arrangged me for. My temperature today was 37.1 deg cels when it before was 39 deg cels. Seeeeeeee, how good is THAT? YAY YAY YAY YIPPEYAYEEEEEEEE.
I totally miss Zahrah like ohmygod so muchhhhhh. I miss all the dramas....The madrasah dramas and how hyper she would get everytime she know the answers to questions. It's so fun and i miss her already. (Although we've just put down the phone only a minute ago) I had a great laugh watching our videos just now this afternoon. The video that we made together when you came over. It was so cute and very hilarious! It's very Demi & Selena-ish, evidently.
I think i have typed too much already. And what i noticed is that, i talk tooooo much. Like, TOOOOOOO much sometimes and some people don't like it that they choose to ignore it. But, never mind. I like being talkative although i know i have a pretty weird voice. So what if i'm noisy? I like being noisy because really, i cannot stand not talking for a day! (I have tried not talking but it was only for a few minutes then i couldn't take the 'pressure' what a joke, am i right? Who can't keep quiet?) And also sometimes, when i'm in school and in class and that the class is noisy that we have to lower down the tone of our voices, according to my friend, my soft... is NOT soft. You can hear me from across the room. Well only sometimes. See what a total chatterbox. I think i got over celebrity talkings already. Or. Not? Nahh, i do not know.
OMGOMG QAZIMAHHHH. TWO MORE DAYSSSSSSSS! :D
I won't be in school tomorrow again. But i will on Wednesday. I miss my friends tooo toooo much. I am serious. I've never missed my classmate so much before so i don't know why am i missing em' now at this time. I think, my classmates and i have bonded although i know that we've had fights, arguments, quarrels and mostly, catfights, i know that we're all over all of these and i love each and everyone of you, of my classmates. Really. I realized that each of us tend to balance each other out and that is really good. I love it that way. Can i say i love my class? I LOVE MY CLASS.
Okay, that's a first! Wow Qazimah. Accomplishment. -.-
I want to sleep.
I love it, I like it. Say Hello, Eee-yooo
Well, Everything's The Same.
July 12, 2009
We've Had It All,
My ribcage hurt because i coughed too hard. Wayy too hard. Oh well. I don't usually say this but, I LOVE MY BROTHER LIKE. TONS OKAY. HE FREAKING BOUGHT ME THE BAG I WANTED SO SO BADLY FOR MY BIRTHDAY LA, REALLY! Mygoodness. It's so awesome. So VERY pretty. Thank you brothaaaaa.
Oh oh... I won't be in school tomorrow. No! I don't skip school. I'm sick. That is why :D
I've no fever anymore. Wait, i think ah. Not so sure. Hopefully so I don't. I don't want it to come back because if i does, it either means Qazimah-in-hospital or Qazimah-rest at home-for-a-few-days. GAH. I am so hoping that the hospital thing won't happen. Because I want THAT outing with Selynna to happen. I want THAT outing with Zahrah to happen. I want everyone to be happy and not having to worry about me, seriously.
Atiqah, Ashraf, Daniel, Guo Siong, Rasyad, Ika, Iskandar, Selynna, Shae, Syafiqah, Sheril. Thank you so much for wishing me get well and those sweet tags. It really brightened up my night. LOL. Okay, whatevs.
I want to henna my hair or something. But i don't think so i would have the chance to. Is henna obvious or not?
Not really right? Ah, can ah. I'll henna it one day. I've tiny feet. I want a bigger fit. Like at the very most, size 5 or 6? So i would be able to wear stilletoes, you see. :P
our faith's shaking
Blue Streaks On The Hair? Dream On.
July 11, 2009
Pa- Pa... Paparazzi,
I've bronchitis and if i'm not better by tomorrow or whatsoever, i might be admitted to the hospital and yeah, you know what'll happen. I would have a long stay there and Daniel, no. Bronchitis doesn't need operation. Does it? No right? Okay - no. I so hope i'll get better because it saves money, trouble, time and like hello? my birthday is in 4 days time! I should be really happy and excited upon having to be able to celebrate it and not be stuck in a hospital. I want chocolate cake and all of that. I don't want hospitals. I know i'll get better. You see how positive i am in getting well? (: I know i will and i mean it.
You know, it has been i think, long enough that i've been holding back. I hate that feeling... so much. Some people just forget others just like that, i think. I don't know if it's true that people forget people or that they just say that they're oh-so-busy that they don't have time for their friends but just take time to, people.
So,
Do you only talk to me when you have no one else to turn to? OMG? I'm reading between the lines.
THIS IS FUNNY. I LOVE IT!
escape upon your dreams
Mixtape.
July 10, 2009
Cherry Cherry Boom Boom,
It feels like forever since i last blogged! Okay, so....
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY FOURTEENTH BIRTHDAY VERA! babe, you're finally fourteen... I'll be fifteen five days later! Omg, yay! :D
I'm a little better than i was before. My fever has gone down.
Remember the other time when i mentioned that i had fever? I thought i got better already because i was just coughing and i've got no temperature so, i started drinking all the cold drinks and ate chocolates and all of those junks but a few days later, my fever came back. Oh - wow. Today. I had fever, yes... I felt feverish the night before but i thought of it as nothing but i didn't feel at all good after that but i slept anyway. So i went to school this morning with a temperature of 37.1 deg cels. And it went up. yada yada.
Had to be brought back home. Dad picked me up from school. I feel better already. CRAP.
out of touch
Friday We're Cool, Monday We're Freaks.
July 06, 2009
We're Anything But Ordinary,
Demi Lovato & Selena Gomez - One In The Same I've been online since 2pm and it is now almost 5pm. Oh wait - 4.51pm to be exact. But by the time i finish typing this post, it'll 5pm by then. (I type fast but I have lots to type about and therefore, I'm slow because I would have to think to type. Okay, whatever)
I MISS IQA & SELYNNA(this babe ah, from red head to brown head, lol)SO MUCHHHHHHH ):
Sel (I'll call you Sel for now :O) Cheer up! you know i heart you.
Selynna - mileymandyyy Qazimah - demisellyyyyy
Uh, what the hell was with that mileymandyyyy & demisellyyyy? Nah, we just love these duos. Heh. I'm typing crap but, just bear with it alright?
OMG. I want that bag so damn badly. I want something demi lovato-ish for my fifteenth people, can? HAHA. Okay, kidding! I shall be going to the botanical gardens with Zahrah and to Vivo for shopping with Selynna. Either of that. Don't think the two'd be on the fifteenth though. Some other days, perhaps? Because I was thinking to bake a chocolate cake on my own since i'm now really into baking! :P How enthu.
Urgh, I'm sleepy. OMG, School's on tomorrow... How interesting.
School = CATASTROPHE. Yes, it is going to be very interesting.
I really am in love with Selena Gomez's new bob haircut. She looks uber pretty with her hair like that.
Drake And Josh's on.
And i finished my post at 5.07pm. So much for 5pm! (:
I put my heart in a suitcase and my tears, at the door
All That Glitter.
July 05, 2009
I Won't Change Anything,
Music : Demi Lovato - On The Line.
I found and took pictures. And so, here they are. Take a close look at me if you wanna see how good (okay - so shameless!) or bad i look, :P
This is was this year's Angklung CCA Photo-taking, try spot me!
Old old old, wayyy old pictures!
I've no comments about this, please :D
Bought a flowy flowery skirt and a pair of shorts just now. Spent a total $20 on just that. I wanna go out tomorrow although I've just recovered. Well, i shall ask Rasyiqah out with me tomorrow to study. I'm in a full-swing studying mood already. Ohmygoodness.
I really am desperate to have this particular bag that apparently caught my eyes. I want it, want it want it! I saw a lovely one at bugis for $30+ Seesh!
Okay, listening to Believe In Me by Demi Lo makes me sad you know.
And i tell myself that i'll be the best that i can be
Ready For Those Flashing Lights?
You'll Be Famous,
Time check : 12.44am. Just so you know, i have never been up till' this late before and it's kind of fun to be up very late. My throat is better, everything's all well. Finally, :D
I love Selena Gomez's bob. I think i might want her hairstyle by the end of the year. It's been a long while since i had short hair. The last time i had them was when i was... what, primary four or five? So long ago.
Ah, i'm hungry.
and i know that the stars are holding you tonight
Crossroads
July 03, 2009
Velvet Ropes & Guitars,
First of all, my throat hurts and I'm losing my voice. How awesome right - NOT.
Urgh, throat pains only started when i finished eating a tub of chocolate ice-cream, milo and chocolate muffin yesterday afternoon in school while waiting for maths remedial to start. It's really annoying to know that my throat hurts and I find it hard to talk and it seem like it's as though there's a lump in my throat... It got better just now but the pain came back only after i finished McFlurry ice-cream today afternoon right after school. -.- I've no fever nor flu though. It's just my throat.
And second of all, I love studying. Unbelievable but true. So unlike Qazimah to study? I know. But I, one day got so so bored at home that i actually flipped through my maths book and revised maths for hours and i soon realized that it's kind of fun to study and get into the studying mood. I shall not procrastinate anymore and shall hit the books wayyyy more than i do now.
Oh and speaking of procrastinating, I have yet to do my maths homework! Very important. Well oh well, it's alright. I shall rest today and hope for my throat to get better and do homework tomorrow. Good thing Monday is a holiday. I've more time to get well (: Isn't that just so great.
Ah, throat hurts so bad already. And listening to Unbeautiful brings back old old old times!
When you said it's only you.
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Qazimah, sixteen.
temperamental & do not like sleepovers. 15 july 94.
