31JAN10'

January 31, 2010

It's how you choose to express yourself.

My alarm clock for my phone has been Selena Gomez's Naturally for like, months now and it's getting pretty annoying to hear her sing to wake me up every morning, HAH.
Kay, random fact.

I've ran out of books to read and I am too lazy to walk to the library.
Okay, that's part of the reason why i am lazy but another is that, the weather gets totally too hot each day. It's never verrrryyyy windy or just, windy. So the weather makes me want to stay home all the time. How irritating. And when i stay home all the time, I get stuck with boringly, homework!

I shan't complain because there are others that suffer worse having tons and tons of homework everyday. (:

And whoa, today is the last day of the month, January.
Tomorrow's February.

Things to look "forward" to in February?
- Common Test (-.-) [no surprise]
- Valentines Day, the movie

And more tests!

Oh, boy.
I guess there isn't anything much to look forward to in the month of February, is there?
Just tests after tests after tests.
Busy busy year!

Cotton On Puffed Up Sleeves Shirt.
Cotton On High Waist Skirt. (Nurin's)
Bangles from Jakarta (Thanks to Hidayah)
Butterfly Belt from Vivo's Pushcart.

Ribbon Headband from Diva.

CHRIS KAMRADA IS SO CUTE.

I'm sorry I lied.

30JAN10'

January 30, 2010

One heart to break.

Home on a Saturday and yes, it was B.O.R.I.N.G.
Iqa came in the morning, though. That was the non-boring part of the day :D
and then left soon after.

Spent my afternoon reminiscing and listening to sad love songs -.-
Okay, i do not know what's so fun about reminiscing that i am always doing that but doing so made my afternoon a bit more entertaining, i guess?

What the heck am i talking about?

This is what you get when this is typed out by sleepy Qazimah.

Hidayah called just now and Zahrah called too, at the same time.
So the three of us conferenced.

Really. I need sleep.

Goodnight.

30JAN10'

And my heart on the dance floor.

I've to admit that Hayley Williams have very pretty hair.

Hayley Williams from the punk band, Paramore.
Hayley's hair evolution :

Don't really know the years on when she dyed her hair what but, i don't quite fancy her being a blonde. I mean, for a punk-rock chic to turn suddenly blonde like her is rather... intimidating, don't you think?

But, look at Ashlee Simpson. She, too is a rocker... when she turned blonde, everyone had their heads turned and was surprised on why the drastic change of hair colour. So, i guess this is quite the same, nothing new, eh?

Oo-kay, wait. She gave the signs, then. Whoa.

Selena as a blonde?
I think... a definite nuh-uh!

HOTTIE ALERTTTTT!!!!!!

Chris from There For Tomorrow.
look @ his eyes.

I really don't know what's up with me and eyes.
-_________-

AND, THANKS HUZYERRRR :D :D :D

23JAN10'

January 23, 2010

All the boys and the girls.

Went to the Doctor's this morning. A temperature of 37.6 deg cels. I don't think that it's that bad of a fever, really. So, i only slept, read, re-checked homework and glued myself in front of the TV the whole day. Boring!
Was supposed to meet Nurin to exchange skirts but i felt so lazy to do anything so i canceled our meeting.

I now have a bad sore throat and a minor headache along with bodyache & pains. -.-! No more fever, though. Thank God.

I hope i won't absent myself from school too much or I'll miss lots of lessons.
But I hope i will get better by tomorrow. I better doa banyak-banyak first. ^^\/

Okay. I've been very busy with school!
Totally too tired to get online.

Nick Jonas and Selena Gomez: Back Together?

"Rumors of a Jonas/Gomez relationship began to surface in the summer of 2008. Nick never really shot them down, though there was never an official break-up. Think this video means there's been an official reconciliation?"

Nick Jonas and the Administration: Going on Tour!

There's good news and bad news for Nick Jonas fans. First, the good:
The 17-year old star is going on tour in January! Now, the bad:
His adorable brothers aren't coming with him.
Nick will be hitting the road for a month with his new group, the Administration.
Jonas began working on an album with this quartet in Nashville earlier this year. He isn't leaving The Jonas Brothers, but he is taking a break from touring and playing with them as he hypes the group's CD, titled "Who I Am." It will be released on February 2.

Pretty much every actor and actress on the planet has a role in Valentine's Day, the romantic comedy.
But only one star appears in the film, makes out with Taylor Lautner and has a single on the movie's soundtrack: Taylor Swift.

"What are you guys lookin' at?"
"Your ass."

- Jersey Shore.

HAHAHA.

http://www.thehollywoodgossip.com/

17JAN10'

January 17, 2010

All that has faded me within.

The thought of you makes me pretty sad.
We're still friends, yes we are. But do you know how much I love you to let go of everything that we've been through? I helped you, you helped me and I got your promises in return that I think you'll never keep to. You were the only person that I always ranted non-stop to about my problems but you never gave up on me. Never did. You cheered me up, you made me feel better. Will you still keep your promise or will you forget it and just acted like it never happened?

I once asked you many questions about many things... Including our friendship.
You forgot everything that had happened and how it happened, I doubt that you will, forget everything you said to me. Okay, i know this doesn't make sense but, I really miss you.

You'd tell me to "Get over _____." all the time and you'll always always tell me that _____ is totally not worth my time and he really is not. You are right. You were right.

I can't believe I'm typing about you in this post. ALL about you

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING (:

Could clearly remember how you 'used' me because you told me that i reminded you of her and i really thought that she was me.

"You broke through, all of my confusions, the ups and the downs
and you still didn't leave. I guess that you saw what nobody could see, you found me.
So, here we are, that's pretty far... When you think of where we've been, no going back.
I'm fading out."

And I was hiding, 'til you came along and showed me where I belong.
You found me when no one else was lookin'.
How did you know?

I guess that you saw what nobody could see, the good and the bad
And the things in between...

You mean a lot to me, friend.

Are you kidding me?!?!?!

All i know is that, she looked better before she had a boob-job, eyebrow lift and such... Oh. MY.

16JAN10'

January 16, 2010

And I can tell that I've been moving in so slow...

If It Means A Lot To You By A Day To Remember reminds me of the sec three camp that i went for last year, which was at Kota Tinggi. I could clearly remember how everything went. How I managed to escape all the high and low elements and only tried the Zip-Line Course.
And when Farah & I got sick, and how Hedzir's phone got sort of... confiscated. Thanks to me. But he got it back after the camp.
Oh, the bus ride home was... memorable.
I liked it. I... I loved the camp and the longggg bus ride back to Singapore.

It was during camp that I got addicted to the song. And I kept humming it practically everywhere.

Frozen Yogurt with Hidayah & Syahirah t'day.
Ansari came half-way.

Okay, I like Steps' The Way You Make Me Feel.

"Boy it's such a shame, do you belong to another,
I don't wanna hurt nobody, but my heart just can't hold back,
When I look into your eyes, every time you smile at me,
Oh I go weak inside.
Baby I just can't hide my love."

Nice.

12JAN10'

January 12, 2010

Try to find some hope to try to hold on to...

Everyday I sit here waiting, everyday just seems so long.
And now I've had enough of all the hating, do we even care?
it's so unfair.
Any day it'll all be over...
everyday there's nothing new.
And now I just try to find some hope, to try and hold onto but it starts again,
It'll never end... I'm heavily broken and I don't know what to do.
Almost giving up on trying, almost heading for a fall and now my mind is screaming out, I've gotta keep on fighting
But then again... it doesn't end.

Feels like I'm drowning, I'm screaming for air.
Louder I'm crying and you don't even care.

Heavily Broken - The Veronicas.

Do you know how much of your friendship i treasure?
I don't want us to very swiftly, drift away from each other.
Because you mean a lot to me.
Thank you for being the best.
Lets keep to our promise.

We don't see much of each other doesn't mean we have to drift away, right?

Oh well at least, i hope not.
Wish to see more of you soon.
Thanks, _____.

10JAN10'

January 10, 2010

I'm the girl with the worst attention span...

Madrasah sucked big-time.
How can they separate Nurin, Atiqah, Zahrah, Ain, Nadirah and I?
Atiqah and I both ended up in a class full of sec threes.
Zahrah, Ain, Nadirah and Nurin are all together, in the same class along with the guys from our old class.

We almost died in the class that Atiqah and I were in. Literally. We disliked it so bad that both of us, asked for a transfer. No, really. We did. I can't believe I so badly want to get out of the class. No Zahrah, Nurin, Ain and Nadirah? BORING!
No noise, no getting into trouble.

I don't like this.
We don't like this.

And i was really really happy to see all of them during recess after that.
Hugged each one of them.
Atiqah did too.
So now you know how close we all are to each other?

We've been friends for like, what. Five, six years?

Like, i don't know how much I will miss them till they're gone.
Till they are away from me.

I do.

I don't think i can live in that class any longer.
I totally want a transfer or I can just die.

School starts at 830am tmr.
>.<

"Tell myself, on the ride home.
Getting tired, hating all I've known.
Holding on, like it's all I have.
Count me out, when it's clear that I, find it hard to say.
And you, find it hard to care..."

10JAN10'

What goes around, comes around.

Spent the whole of my six hours on a Saturday @ Parkway Parade for C.I.P.
What an awesome location, no kidding!
So, i had no partner at all because my partner bailed on me. What a thing to start the day!
Called Syahirah and went with her along with Amira.
We sort of... window shopped instead of doing our job. Cotton On!
Everything is still at $10. I can't believe it.

Okay so, after walking rounds in Parkway Parade, we finally asked people for donation. They donated mine and Syahirah's.

Met Amalia, Rasyiqah, Rusydi and Zach at Macs.
Left for school at 5pm. We were really lateeeee.
Supposed to be in school by 430pm.

Kay so anyway.
Went to Mount Faber & Vivo with family.
Mount Faber's kewl

I totally wanna skip madrasah.
Me's too tired.

What i wore was Nurin's purple uniqlo blouse, pretty, isn't it? ;D
That girl has nice taste.

08JAN2010

January 08, 2010

So tell me what you're waiting for...

TGIF!
Okay, no. There's still C.I.P to complete tomorrow.
This is pathetic!
Ah, busy busy busy. Have been coming back home late from school like, almost everyday and i'm very exhausted from all the coming-back-home late and studying and CCA's. First four days of school was tiring, really. Angklung, school, Angklung, school.

So C.I.P tmr.
Madrasah on Sunday.

& everything's going on pretty well. From friends to studies, to everything else.
I think that is all.

I tire out easily nowadays.
School's taking up most of my energy.

No more time for shopping. /:

I give up. I really give up.
I'm not going for Boys Like Girls' Concert.
Annoying. I really want to!

Ugh.

Just feel like putting up pictures.
Tired now.

Kay, nights.

03JAN2010

January 03, 2010

According to you...

School's just tomorrow.
I don't wanna study just yet!

& Orianthi's so kickass.

Someone's working at Seoul Garden's Kitchen. How funny. Lol.
And, i wanna watch the fireworks( although i know it's rare here.)
I've always wanted that. I've always had. But it never happened. /:
And i wanna watch the stars in the skies. That'd be cool.

I can't stop playing Use Somebody on the guitar. Such a nice song. Ugh.

Oh.
I don't want madrasah, too.
I find it so... nothing now.
All we do there is talk and make losta noise. That's all.
But unfortunately, i can't quit.

Okay, tryna learn Thunder by Boys Like Girl's now.

Swift broke up with Lautner?
Hm. Swift will write a song about him in her next CD then. We will see...

02JAN2010

January 02, 2010

We ran in circles and wasted time...

Kaki-Kaki with Family. Dinner @ KFC with Family.
Not a bad day today. Off to Sakura @ Downtown tomorrow. I'm gonna make some one jealous :P
BOOO YOU.

Haa. Someone showed me old pictures and I laughed my head off to that. So darn cute and funny! I swear.
:D

I'm not ready for school!