Two Months of Holiday to look forward to. How fun... And I spent sixty dollars on Cotton On's flats, tee and tights. Unbelievable! Tried cookies & cream yoghurt, too. Bought it from the newly opened yoghurt stall at Parkway Parade and it's actually nicer without the milo powder as the topping!
I love my life (:
Everything is goin' on so smoothly and i can't believe I actually enjoy the last day of school which was... to be exact, yesterday. And I hoped yesterday would've lasted and would stay that way because for some reason, yesterday seemed a whole lot fun than all the other school days I've had. I kept harping on how much i loved school yesterday to lots of people. Okay no, just one.
Selena Gomez's Fly To Your Heart is always playing in my head! because I watched Tinkerbell the other time -.-
I can't wait to shop some more. Think I'll turn into a shopaholic someday soon. Oh no. Kay, goodnighty.
26OCT09'
October 26, 2009
"Stop & Erase."
My Sister's Keeper at CS with Yasmin was awesome. Got into the cinema like 10 minutes late because my journey from home to Tamp took quite long since the bus from home came very late and we bought popcorn and everything else. We missed the first part of the show so that was probably why I thought the show was short. Yasmin and I read the book so I think, we both kind of knew what will happen next and stuff, in the show.
It's total a duplicate of the book we read. I wanted to cry at one of the parts of the scene but I held back. The show ended soon after. We walked around CS, Tamp & Tamp 1. Bought two very cute hair-bands.
And... I didn't know Sel Gomez's new CD was already released! How can I not know thaaat. But i don't think I'd buy her CD because I don't think Sel sings well. I like her genre, though.
It was a fun, fun daaaay. But, no pictures. Now, I know yasmin likes colourful stuff :D
I'm oh-my-gosh shagged. I'll turn in. SOON.
Nightos.
25OCT09'
October 24, 2009
Cos', I honestly believed in you.
"Don't know how long it's gonna take to feel okay..."
You'll always have a soft spot in your heart, no matter how hard you try to prove otherwise... Guys are great at using their tongue to melt girls' hearts. And we, being the more sensitive species, will fall for it. - Hidayah.
Life isn't at all fun without all the dramas. Fights, arguments, sad times, happy times. All the laughter, the joy. The good times, the bad times.
See me roam, see me climb, see me fall, see me rise.
Forgiveness is the sweetest revenge.
I WANT TO FREAKING WATCH MY SISTER'S KEEPERRRRRRR!
23OCT09'
October 23, 2009
Oh, thanks eh. So much, really );
For everything...
These words can cut right through.
22OCT09'
October 22, 2009
"Like a roller-coaster ride..."
Today's cross country was relaxing. Almost everyone walked. Not many ran. I, obviously was one out of the many people that walked.
I managed to wish her at midnight, woo. :D
HAPPY FIFTEENTH BIRTHDAY AMALIAAA! xD
you know i love you, BABE. HAHA.
Goodnight.
21OCT09'
October 21, 2009
"Take me anywhere but here..."
Thanks for understanding the situation I'm in. I'm sorry.
Three to two. Two to One. And it Separates.
She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone, feels like its all coming down. She won't turn around... The shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear, the tears will not stop raining down. Stand your ground, stand up when it's all crashing down. You stand through the pain, you won't drown. And one day, whats lost can be found. Alone in this fight with herself, and the fears whispering, if she stands she'll fall down. She wants to be found. The only way out is through everything she's running from wants to give up and lie down. - Superchic, Stand In The Rain.
Cause everything ends at the start... I´m healing and feeling all of my scars
Oh okay, so there is a Season 6 of The Hills. Lauren's just not in it.
20OCT09'
October 20, 2009
"No one else figures out this feeling..."
Ugh.
Where are you when i really, really need you?
Secret love, my escape, take me far far away...
There comes to a point where I don't think I need this happening in my life. Friends or foes? Promises?
Nothing lasts forever. I don't think anything will. it's rather... daunting to know that everything is all happening at once and you do not know how to handle it.
"Never set your hopes too high because you know when you fall, you'll fall hard..."
Today was misery and i can't believe this happened.
Stop paying attention to her. You're scaring her.
Don't call me, don't text me. I don't wanna pick up, i don't wanna text back. I don't want you out of here. I just want you to give it all a breather.
She doesn't want you there nor here. She doesn't want this happening. I don't want it.
"So, how did you get here under my skin? I swore i'll never let you back in..."
Oh, here we go go go go go again.
GET OVER IT. Like seriously.
And your love is where i'm falling, but please don't catch me.
19OCT09'
October 19, 2009
"I pick you up to watch you fall..."
"Because I really like this girl, she's like the awesome-st girl I've ever chatted with. But, she just doesn't feel the same way."
$50 spent on - : - Coloured head bands. - Ripples bag. - Ben & Jerry's New York Chocolate Fudge Chunk. - LJ's Fries.
Awesome.
You're all I've got right now, no one else figures out this feelingand how lonely it can get...
These words can cut right through, cause all along I've knew you're sorry. But you haven't said it yet. But now I won't forget.
Spent today well, really. Can't believe I actually shopped. Zahrah spent wayyy too long in Forever 21.
Cause I've seen a bigger picture. And I'm looking for some answers....
17OCT09'
October 18, 2009
"I'm a loser when it comes to winning..."
Hello Hollywood - has the hottest guys in the band... Other than The White Tie Affair, that is. :D
X: Pape picit jer la. okay? (I don't talk like that, actually.) Y : HAHHA X : WHAT LANG IS THIS MAAAN! Y: ...paper ah X: HAHAHA. Y: paper X: PAPERRR? Y: hahahaaha X: HAHAHA!
you don't get it. i get it. it's really hilarious.
This tee's cute, really.
I'll tell you one thing i hate so much for now, MY COMPUTER MOUSE. Unbelievable but true. It can't freakin' work! ASS LA. STUPID. MOUSE. BODOH. DAMN, OMG. DARN. EFF IT. Whatever.
Oh. Things I looked forward to today, Princess Protection Program, Sonny with A Chance, Camp Rock, DEMI LOVATO DAY TODAY (:
And you can't believe which song I'm addicted to now,
SHE WOLF BY SHAKIRAAA. HAHAHA.
You may think you know everything about me But I swear that you don't...
16OCT09'
October 16, 2009
"Hopeless but I'm hoping."
I just honestly feel like cursing here and there. But i know that it won't bring up my grades even if i do... I worked so hard and all i get in the end is something so horrendous. How come and why this?
And, I'm glad that you've a very understanding partner. Consider yourself lucky. (No, not sarcasm) That comment she made on facebook really shows how lucky you are to have such an understanding person, as your girlfriend. I guess, I misinterpreted everything wrongly the other time...
Last long, Hazmi and Heryani (: (:
and hazmi, you can't scold me for writing this :P
Today : Off to Tamp with Vera & Sya. Vera left half an hour later. Sya met up with Ansari along with me. Saw Akmal and his group of friends. Went home.
Goodnighty.
15OCT09'
October 15, 2009
"My heart is somewhere else..."
Leighton Meester - Somebody To Love.
Time kept slipping through my hands.
A pretty situation was far from where I was but I’m not up for giving up. Lying down and out of luck, My mistakes are in the open and know I’m finally coming clean...
he told me everything i should know about you. i should thank him for that.
Headstrong.
And please stop bugging me with all your texts.
Happy advance birthday, Afiq! :D
13OCT09'
October 13, 2009
"Cos, I've seen the bigger picture."
Tell me that it's worth it, 'Cause I'm doing all I can to fight it. And I've never been this scared...
I'm exchanging pictures with Adli online. Damn.
He look so different and yellowgreen! HAHA.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAHHHH AFIQAHHHHH :D
12OCT09'
October 12, 2009
"Expect the unexpected..."
Today had a bad start. Today had a bad end, too. *sighs* I woke up late this morning when i knew i had an outing with my Angklung mates. And the day ended bad because someone pissed me off with aphone call... A simple phone call. That phone call ruined my night. Today's afternoon was annoying because someone lied to me. It was an evident lie.
I pretty much enjoyed the day, though. Glad that i was able to meet Nad and Sya and also, Fuad after not meeting them for oh-so-very-long :D
Oh well... I don't know why but whenever I am out with someone or some people, something will get in the way. ALWAYS. IN. THE. WAY. It's annoying, yknow.
But, that phone call ruined my night, the most. I'm just very hurt.
My morning started with me being late. My afternoon started with a lie from a goodfriend. My night, ruined by a simple phone call.
Damn, I'm hurt. Don't ask if I'm okay.
... Huzyer's talking about Chem to me. I don't understand :/
Today's one F-ed Up Day. & i realize that I'm not over you yet. Not at all. You're so far away.
11OCT09'
October 11, 2009
"Get over it, get over me."
Went to 'Shop' today. Okay no, I PLANNED to shop but the plan backfired -.- Awesome much. Met Hazmi today and we went to 'shop'. I wanted to ask Iqa to come along but she had tuition! urgh, she so should have been there. And today, i guess was my bad bad dayyyyy. I almost stepped on a puddle of puke. I 'pushed' the door to toys R us instead of 'pull'.
Accompanied him to X-Craft to get some leg band thingy. Walked around aimlessly around the whole shopping center. And i'm really fickle minded, i tell you. I made him follow me around because, I first wanted cookies. And then, yogurt and then... something else. I couldn't make up my mind. TYPICAL GIRLS. -.-
Went to the arcade. CAN YOU BELIEVE I WENT TO THE ARCADE? Lol la. Raced cars with him and, i got second. Not bad ah, Qazimah. (:
Bumped into a few of his friends. Bumped into Rusydi, Afiq & Zulhelmi after that. And, Atiqah too ;D
Thanks for 'blanja-ing' me, cuzzy. LOL. Okay - whatever.
I had fun though. IQAAA! We have to ajak the rest toooo :D I was thinking of rollerblading with the cousins someday :P
No school tmr and tuesday! ILIKE.
10OCT09'
October 10, 2009
Out from Under.
I don't want things to happen. I don't want bad things to happen, anymore. I've had enough of handling all the dramas before and I don't wanna go through it at all, again.
Fyi : I'm perfectly alright.
I'm just scared. Scared that everything will be on replay.
I am not sure if I like the way you are. I'm not sure if you mean whatever you said to me. or am i just missing that kind of company that whatever you said to me make sense now. you said you'll stick by me. you promised. and i trust you. but I know that friends come and go. We're close and then the next minute, they'll just disappear. They say they'll be there for you and you bet they will but they won't. Once they know they have someone else or some other new friends, they'll leave you. I guess, some people are like that. That probably is just how they are.
I tried helping. I was there for all of you, But none of you seem to care. I don't know.
"It's okay... It's alright. Good to know that you're fine. Pretending everything is right, to make it better..."
Probably. and i know they're just makin' up excuses.
I trust you. I'm scared. I bet you lied when you said whatever you did the other time.
I'm sorry. But you are really freaking me out. I'm scared. You're too obsessed. I'm scared. Just stop it.
"I don't wanna feel the pain, what good would it do me now? I'll get it all figured out when I am out from under..."
10OCT09'
"You're just too adverse but you can stop now..."
Safety suit - Anywhere but here.
The End Of Year Exams are finally over. (For my school, that is) I'm glad that it is already over. So now I would only have to wait for the results which, i bet will be nerve-wrecking. GAH.
Things have been fine out of late. Friends are I, are fine. No more drama. Probably because we're not that 'tight' anymore. Not that close anymore. I mean, we do talk and stuff but we don't really hang out much outside. If that's the best for a friendship, (which is to not hang out so much to prevent catfights) be it. But you guys do know that I love you no matter what.
I miss chatting with my buddy. We haven't been talking since we switched places during the exam period. :P
I miss Selynna & Insyirah to the maximum, mannnnnnz.
Addicted to Safety suit, it's the best band for now. (: White Tie Affair have the best looking guys ever in the group. I LUV. :D
Andddd...!
HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY, FALIQ!
Thanks for being great :D
05OCT09'
October 05, 2009
HAPPY FIFTEENTH BIRTHDAY IQAAAAA!
You know you're awesome and I love you so much. Thanks for being the best cousin. We're close and I hope we're able to get closer with the rest of our cousins too. I know that's what you want and that is what I want, too. We both want it together and I'm hoping it'll really really happen someday :D Thanks for being so great (: I heart you :D
02OCT09
October 02, 2009
"And I will be strong, even if it all goes wrong..."
It doesn't matter what people say... Forget about the reasons why you can't in life, and start to try.
The feeling was... indescribable. It felt like as though i was being pushed down into a small hole. i was suffocating.
I felt like, I was being forced to do something when I'm not. I was suppose to enjoy the day but I somewhat didn't. A lot of unexpected things happened. I'd not say that today was dumb because it is not. But... I don't know. I don't feel myself. I don't feel me. I was on the verge of crying but I didn't let my tears flow. It would be dumb if i did because, to cry over something unimportant is really... (fill in your own word) So, i didn't.
I felt terrible. "I don't wanna be like them but, I don't wanna be the odd one out." I had that thought. But i ignored it. I tried but I can't.
You just don't know how the feeling is. There's a whole lot more to what I've typed out. Only a person knows about this. I dare not tell anyone else. I feel so w-h-a-t-e-v-e-r. But, i really hate the feeling. I hate it that I had the feeling of being pushed when i am not.
Goodbye early mornings, hello late nightsss!
My Sister's Keeper at CS with Yasmin was awesome. Got into the cinema like 10 minutes late because my journey from home to Tamp took quite long since the bus from home came very late and we bought popcorn and everything else. We missed the first part of the show so that was probably why I thought the show was short. Yasmin and I read the book so I think, we both kind of knew what will happen next and stuff, in the show.
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