14MAY10'
May 14, 2010
On the ride,

The Hills' just a story of (an approximately) five girls living their lives together in the Hollywood Hills, drinking, partying, catfights and all that drama. Come to think of it, I think that, my life is kind of meant to be like that. I don't mean all of those above though.
Just the drama part.
Drama.
I don't get it. I don't crave for drama happening in my life but lots of things are happening all at once. The more i tell myself to get away from all these dramas, more dramas keep replaying itself, keep happening.
No, i do not like it. Yes, you need drama once in a while but not every time, right?
And another thing i don't get is that....
Why do people not care about the people who cares about them?
I am not trying to sound... (insert-your-own-werddd) here but really, why.
This is just very annoying.
I realized that i am easily moody nowadays.
I really need someone to cheer me up.
DO not tell me to cheer up whatsoever,
i don't wanna bother.
I'm very tired and feeling very werided out, i do not know by what.
I just hate this feeling.
And, when am i gonna feel like how others feel?
Welcomed in a crowd?
Whatever.
WHEN AM I ABLE TO WATCH THE LAST SONG.