Sometimes, things has suck first before it gets better. I don't know what am i doing to myself. Like, why am i waiting for myself to get emotionally hurt all the time when i can back away from these things? Oh, wait. I have a reason why and it's a stupid one.
I really want to get away from it but it keeps coming back BECAUSE i keep coming back for it without realizing it myself. Maybe, it's just them that I have so that is why i put up with it but really, to be honest, I'm tired. So many things to put up with, i keep giving in and in the end, i get nothing out of it.
You give in to people too much and they will step all over you.
"Because everyone has, their own cross to bear and mine is still waiting to fall back into place."
When i think of how things are going on right now, I get so confused. I panic when i think too much of it when i don't have to. They don't really bother 'bout all of these so why do i have to?
What ever that is not important to them IS important to me. I care about how things are going on. And even when i tell myself to back off, of everything, i still don't.
And again, WHY? Because they are the only ones that I have.
The people who i confided in, tell me to let go and that being used is not friendship is all about... But I never realize what I've been getting myself into until i went through a hell lot of thinking..... TODAY. On a very long bus ride.
I am 1.52.7cm and 39.6kg. Satisfied with the weight much.
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Qazimah, sixteen.
temperamental & do not like sleepovers. 15 july 94.
Sometimes, things has suck first before it gets better.