Spent the day today @ home.
GAH.


The conversation i had with my cousin just a few minutes ago. Planning about the outing that Iqa, himself and I were going to have on the 21st or 24th. Ha, LOL much. You were like, blur la. Funny. xD

You've disappeared, the wound in my heart has healed.
The cuts are no longer left open.
So, it is true when people say that, "Time is all you need."
I believe in that... now.
It really was time that i needed.

And I'm waiting.
Hoping.
Wishing.
that something better will come by and change my life.
Something true and real.

Pretty impossible.
Very impossible, in fact.

But with time, i've got my friends back.
With time, I'm able to get over all the hurt that you've caused me.
With time, I managed to work things out with everyone.

Time is everything and with all the hurt that you've caused me then, I'm glad to say that I'm over it, over you and everything's back to it's normal state.




I'm so confused, constantly wishing for what I've been missing in my life...
I learn to be strong when the walls are crumbling all around my heart.
This is the first time that I know who I am cause now my feet are on solid ground,
before I didn't know up from down and it won't be long 'till I find were I'm going now...
I must confess I was a mess, I tried not to show it, didn't want them to know it, cause everyone has their own cross to bear and mine is still waiting for everything to fall back into place.

But I learned to be strong when the rain is falling all around my heart.
Don't look back, learn from the past...
Living for now is what keeps me going, don't look back but hold the memories
I can do this, I must do this...