"I've been losing my mind, I've been living a lie, I've been running away for so long.
I try to put on a face and cover my heart but, I'm needing it now so bad..."

Lesley Roy's Unbeautiful, Thinking Out Loud.
Tamar Kaperlian's New Day, Britney Spears' Out From Under, Hey Monday's Candles, Demi Lovato's Until You're Mine, Girlicious' Already Gone, Kelly Clarkson's You Found Me, Secondhand Serenade's Maybe & Mandy Moore's cry brings a lot of signifcance to my life.
All these songs mean something.

All the songs remind me of the things I've gone through and how I overcame it or how my friends used to be by my side when I need them. Or when my friends were gone, some other friends came along and picked me up from where I fell. They were there for me. They listened to me. They helped me.

I have been through a lot of things this year. Friendship Problems were one of the biggest problems I had to face. It was really hard going through that one problem but I overcame it.
I talked things out and hopefully things will get better by the next year.

I went through changes. Everyone goes through that, don't they?
Drastic changes. It was so sudden. It came and went too fast that I was lost and did not know what to do. I tried changing things for the better but no one wanted that. Or maybe, they were trying to change themselves too but I did not realize how they change themselves for the better. I know people and things have to change. But i realize that I can never adapt to changes. It's hard to adjust yourself to the changes you see around you.

From five people, became four, then three and then two. And then just... Me.
Everything was rough. I thought all the problems might die down but it didn't. It was hard but i tried.
I could relate to all the songs I listened to.
It just was... what i needed.

Unbeautiful :Don't hang up, can we talk? So confused... It's like I'm lost.