Trying slowly trying to pick the pieces back up.

Everything died down because everyone decided to go on their own ways. I can either sit back and watch them just fade away from me or i can try and make an effort to change this for the better. But i think, they have a part to play too. It's a team effort. One can't just work to change all. Everyone has to. To save a friendship. We obviously are drifting. I can't help but rant it all out because it hurts to think of it, sometimes. And it comes back to me, like smack on my face... on that i purposefully want to write this out...

I'm alright. It's okay, I'm so much better without youuuuuuuuu, it's alright, it's okayy.

You and me, we used to be together, every day together always.
I really feel, I'm losing my best friend, I can't believe this could be the end...
It looks as though you're letting go...
And if it's real, well, I don't want to know.
Don't speak, I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining, don't tell me 'cause it hurts.
Don't speak I know what you're thinking, I don't need your reasons.
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts.

Our memories they can be inviting.
But some are altogether, mighty frightening.
As we die both you and I, with my head in my hands I sit and cry...
It's all ending.
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
you and me, I can see us dying... are we?




Oh...

Wait, even if you knew, i don't think you'd care.
I don't think you'd do anything about it because, i know you won't.

Let's just see if we'll be together again.
I doubt not.

eh and...