10OCT09'
October 10, 2009
Out from Under.
I don't want things to happen.
I don't want bad things to happen,
anymore. I've had enough of handling all the dramas before and I don't wanna go through it at all, again.
Fyi : I'm perfectly alright.
I'm just scared.
Scared that everything will be on replay.
I am not sure if I like the way you are.
I'm not sure if you mean whatever you said to me. or am i just missing that kind of company that whatever you said to me make sense now.you said you'll stick by me.
you promised.
and i trust you.
but I know that friends come and go.
We're close and then the next minute, they'll just disappear.
They say they'll be there for you and you bet they will but they won't.
Once they know they have someone else or some other new friends, they'll leave you.
I guess, some people are like that. That probably is just how they are.
I tried helping.
I was there for
all of you,
But none of you seem to care. I don't know.
"It's okay... It's alright.
Good to know that you're fine.
Pretending everything is right, to make it better..."
Probably.
and i know they're just makin' up excuses.
I trust you. I'm scared.
I bet you lied when you said whatever you did the other time.
I'm sorry. But you are really freaking me out. I'm scared.
You're too obsessed.
I'm scared.
Just stop it.
"I don't wanna feel the pain, what good would it do me now?
I'll get it all figured out when I am out from under..."