And it's like, nobody knows.
That's the way i loved you - Taylor Swift
You think of it time and time again.
And you then ask yourself, "Is it worth it?"
You want a lot of things to stay. You want a whole lot of things to stay but you know those things won't. Is it worth tryin' to turn back to how things used to be when it has already passed and if it were to go back to the state you want it to be, is it worth it when everything has already changed?
Do the people you help still remember you as 'the kind friend' or whatever they label you as before, now? Do they know that you're the one who helped you. You're the one who cheered them up and you're the one who would willingly meet them and ask if they're okay?
Would they?
cherry pie