I know my birthday's freakin' over already but i still have belated birthday wishes from Wafa, Iqa, Syahmi, Shy Yiing (again) and Xiang Hui... Okay la, I shall mention Akmal, too since he wants credit :P
I'm really really touched by all the wishes and all that showering me with gifts.
Love love love.

OKAY. I'm very very sleepy. All that shopping I had with mum the whole day makes me very tired. Didn't do much. And well, today pretty much pissed me off because i got really mad for no good reason at someone (and that someone shall not be revealed) because i of course thought i had the upmost valid reason for not getting what i wanted but that excuse that i thought of, i realized... was shit. I really got what i wanted for a long time already it's just that, i don't quite appericiate what i already have. I really was being a total doof for not thanking that someone for everything someone has done for me.
And i realize that when i'm mad, i'm really mad.
I can just not talk to a person whenever i am mad. I have a very bad anger i guess but i, obviously am able to control it.

Actually, i don't know what i do whenever i'm super pissed.
Do i get a pen and paper down to jot down my thoughts?
Do i write songs, poetries or do i like to be alone?
Do i bake?
Do i curse or do i listen to songs that consists of cursings?
Do i sleep to get everything off my mind?

OH WAIT. I DO KNOW.
I TALK THINGS OUT WITH FRIENDS.
Urgh, there is a freaking lizard which just popped out of my computer desk.
TSK. DISGUSTED much!


I need someone to steal my heart. I need someone to cure the brusing.