And you know, i could clearly remember my fourteenth birthday... it's still intact on my mind.
My fourteenth, i got my heart broken badly that i cried infront of Rasyiqah and she had to hug me. And i said, "Why does this have to happen during my fourteenth birthday!" And i cried even harder. My eyes were bloodshot from all the crying.
I hated it. I felt real sad but there was this one text that cheered me up and it made me smile from ear to ear. I missed that. I had this one person i trusted so much and this person was always there for me. This person used to be there for me so much that this person was whom i turned to the very first whenever i was happy or sad. My heart was broken so bad that i was traumatized. I cried for three whole days before i felt terrible. I was asking myself why did it happen. Why of all events, my birthday, why why why. I couldn't stop crying.
The worst was when i cried in class and i had eyes watching over me.
I loved that person so much at that point of time but, it all was gone because when i cried, my thoughts killed me. The feeling ruined my whole fourteenth birthday.
But thank god my friends were there for me and they were there to keep me going on. I love them so much. I don't know what i'd do without them. I love them a lot.

I thank god that nothing of that sort is happening on my fifteenth birthday although i really miss the feeling where someone has my heart.