Can't Find The Truth.
I was just so pissed off in the morning knowing that "Jai Ho" woke me up just now morning at freakin' 6:15am. Stupid stupid alarm. The song got real loud that I actually felt like throwing that phone of mine on the floor but didn't. Cannot. My phone's one precious thing. Heh. I love my phone okay.
So got ready, blablabla and the next bad thing happened. My "OMG" necklace sorta broke into half.
Gah, i'll fix it, I will... Soon (:
Hm, Met Rasyiqah at her bustop and we went to school together.
Afiq said that it was a must for us to be in school, Indoor Sports Hall by 7.30 am and, guess what. We reached there on time and we saw only Rezza, Gaston and Aaron.
How annoying... the rest wasn't there at the Indoor Sports Hall yet.
What a bad start for a day I was looking forward to. Gosh!
Soon, the rest started pouring in.
Yes, sarcastic remarks were made by me to them.
But i in the end felt bad so i started being nice to them and decided to help them with the decorations and stuff.
Rezza and I made fliers for people for our Basketball Game Stall.
Aaron blew balloons while Rasyiqah pasted them on walls.
Spent almost 2 hours decorating.
Putri and Nurul came. NURUL. Hee, I totally miss her. We used to be such close friends during Kindergarten and Primary School. But things change. Well, even through all the changes, we're still pretty close. Cool huh? :D
Later, Syahirah and her friend, Feiryanty came to our stall. Chatted with Feiryanty and Sya and then Feiryanty since Syahirah had to do something and yeah, it was nice and fun talking to the both of them.
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Walked home with Nurul after that.
Joked, talked.
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Yeah, I had a really fun and i felt myself today. I really am okay now. I feel all cheered up already. I hope I will be this way everytime. Really hope I will.
I think some people are just... Take and Go. They become friends with people, they make them happy and then, they're just gone. Phone calls, texts, unanswered. I think some people just don't know how much you care and miss them. They just really don't. And it's sickening and pathetic to know that you are the only one who bother to call them, text them, miss them and wanna be with them when they don't care about you at all. Okay, maybe they do but they don't show it. But at least, some people have better reasons to cover up with and that are way more believable. I hate it. I hate it that some people don't see how much I care about the friendship I have with them and how very much I love them. Sure, sorry. Sure. But what. Most people will do it again. And their once, sorry-s, will never cover another mistake they made. It is the feelings hurt and nothing else. It's feelings. I am aware that sometimes I neglect the friendship I have with my friends. But, I try my hardest to make it up to them. Call them. If not call, text them or talk to them online. But yeah, some people I noticed, just don't care about anything anymore. Yes, yes people change but why till THAT bad? Till you know, people don't seem to know about the friends they used to have.
It is the feelings hurt. FEELINGS. Very important thing.
If people dislike me, they can just text me and explain to me on why they don['t. I can try change myself. I will. I will try, really.
I will try, but, just don't go disappearing. Don't neglect friends.
Sure, sorry. Once, twice a sorry, sure. But, thing is, some people just really don't know.
They do whatever they say sorry to, again and again and again.
Anyone or whoever. Don't promise me anything anymore.
Because some people just won't stick to their promises.
And I am sick of promises, lies, neglect.
Seriously. What is up with all that?
Just... Don't anymore.
Because I know some people won't.
I sometimes, do not like being always-the-nice-girl.
Because people will walk all over you and that sucks. Freakin' sucks.
Kay, whatever.
Is it just me?
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