I think today's post is gonna be rather... mundane.
I've got my Maths and English results back. Maths? Sigh. My hard work just wasn't paid off. What an arse. Math's a bitch, I'm just never good at it.
Shall not elaborate further on that.
English was quite alright. The marking was a little strict but well, I passed with an A. But, am still not satisfied of the results I got. Like, the numbers weren't the numbers i expected it to be.
Never mind. There's still End-Of-Years to look forward to. I should totally buck up.
I'll try motivate myself to study, kay. I will. Oh, Will try to, at the very least.

Had some malay-motivational talk at the AVA today about Changes and a lot more...
Changes. Since it was about Changes, I told myself to actually listen to the whole talk no matter how boring it gets... But, no. It wasn't at all boring. It didn't make me want to go to sleep, it didn't make me yawn non-stop but listen to the whole entire thing.

It made me realize that, everyone has their own thing that they have to go through but it's only up to them to make it hard or easy.
We're all human, we all make mistakes and we do know that apologizing sometimes isn't enough for a person to accept but we have to. Because if you do not give that particular person chances to change, who will? But If the person doesn't wanna change despite your talks, despite you telling them to stick to their tracks, let them be. They'll soon realize how much a friendship can mean so much. That's what i learnt... To let go. To really, really let go.

I wish I was four again. I wish I was four, wearing my Kindergarten uni and having knee high socks and a long pleated skirt and crying non-stop. My mum having to drag me to Kindergarten every morning. I dread school and that point of time. I didn't see the need of attending such a school. But i now knew that Kindergarten was the first step into socializing, the first step of how a school is going to be. The first friends you've ever made, ever.
A first everything when Kindergarten starts.
I wish I was four again and I wish we could have this PAP reunion thingy.
I really wish to see everyone. Nurulashikin, Zafirah, Siti Zubaidah, Anis Fazianah, Adeline, Caroline, Shahrul Shawal, Muhd Ashraf, Muhd Hanafi, Putera and loads more.

I wish I was seven again.
In Temasek Primary. I was the only girl, according to my dear bestfriend who cried so bad and that dear bestfriend had to confide me and make me stop crying. I used to be in 1c and my teacher was Mrs K.L Leong? Yeah. She shouts a lot and her screams made me cry so much that my textbook'd be soaked with my tears. No kidding! Her screamings are just scarily awesome.
I wish I was there at the canteen, Temasek Primary's canteen.
From what my bestfriend told me, I cried when we, as a group were late for Mother Tongue class because we all got scolded. I cried and bestfriend had to stop me from crying.
My brother then came to the resuce. Chey!
And that teacher favours my brother a lot.

I miss bestfriend.


I almost cried yesterday listening to the whole convo about the old times bestfriend told me. I loved the old times. It was just precious.


Okay, I cannot stop smiling now... the old times.
Sigh. How sad. ):


let's reverse.