Didn't attend school today.
Too tired of everything and I need my rest.
And if you noticed, I deleted yesterday's post because I hated it. I totally wasn't myself yesterday and I let everything affect me. I needed so badly to talk someone but no one was there. I mean, I needed to talk to someone by hearing their voices not by texting.
I called people but none picked up. Nadhirah's makcik-talked with me through text yesterday night and yes, that cheered me up.
I need someone to talk to... even now. But everyone seem so down and so busy.
And i shouldn't be ruining their day.
I need to go shopping. I want an ITouch. And go dress-shopping. Everything in Malls are so 'tempting!' Grrr.
Ah. And some people just can't keep to their words neither promises and that sucks. Like, it seriously does. And even I, don't keep to my words when i say i would, sometimes. Cos I talk too much and words will come out and that's when accidents happen.
I still feel the guilt inside of me though.
I feel so bad.
Akmal, you told me to
let go but i still feel terrible cos you said it meant
something and i got what you meant and i feel bad... Super bad. I still do.
Sorry, sorry. D;
GAH. I don't know la whats up with me. I just have this guilt in me, still.
Just so you know, you've been a great friend, Akmal and I'm sorry. (:
Zahrah, I've ditched you like, oh-so-many times. I was hoping we could catch up with each other on Sunday but you went off. And I did not have the chance to talk to you at all. ):
I still feel the guilt!
Oh, shitz.
Every moment lasts forever,
When you feel you've lost your way,
What if my chances were already gone?
I started believing that I could be wrong.
But you gave me one good reason,
To fight and never walk away,
So here I am still holding on.
):
i am only foolin' myself,
