I'm pissed. I'm disappointed.
I'm disappointed in myself and the people i fully trust. I tried being patient but I think that being patient makes it all worse... No, i do not want to burst.
But when I say I miss someone, I really mean it.
I miss someone, right now.
That best friend of mine.
The friend whom I trust.
Yes, I understand that friend is really busy with a whole lot of things.
That friend has things to do but please have the tendency to do some balancing act.
Because you don't know how much I miss you, do you friend?
I'm tired of breaking down.
What happened to all those fun talks we'd have and you cheering me up whenever I'm down? I'll get happy that i get to talk to you because we don't talk often, why?
Because you are busy. Always, always busy.
I know you love what you do. I understand, that's like... your dream.
But, what about the people who would wanna hang with you?
The people who miss you bad?
Please think about this. I know we don't meet often and I sometimes get pissed at you for suddenly talking to me because I kept the feeling all to myself. I told myself to not bother you, friend.
But the only person who would understand me is you because we are now, facing the same thing. The exact same thing...
I miss you, best friend.
Like, what did i do to deserve this? Seriously, you, tell me.
ZUL, I Miss You, just please get that.


I say it's time that you give in,
Since it was real, you cannot fulfill, you're over
You feel your heart beat deep down
Ignoring the shame of causing this pain,
get out.
- Demi Lovato, Back Around.



Ika, I totally know how you feel, I feel like that too.
And I need to go shopping to unwind, really.

AH, SHIT. I CAN'T BELIEVE I CRIED WHILE READING IKA'S POST. );


i never knew it'll turn out like this...