I'm kind of in a state of confusion. I don't know why. I am a little sad because when i said i already got over things, I actually haven't. Yes, yes... Friends. Things with my friends and I are great now but I can't help thinking about 'what if it happens again?' I have a phobia of it happening again.
I do not want it to be happening again because if it does, it sure will suck.
And i predict that if it does happen again, it will suck and will be way worse than how it used to be.
I'm terrified.


I think i need a hug. ):