I've had enough of tolerating everything that has been going on.
I may be all smiles on the outside but it is slowly crumbling down, inside.
I've told myself to not tell the things around me affect me, but too bad... it has.
I have gone through it and I have to go through it again. How tiring! No, i do not like things happening again and again and again and AGAIN.
Whaddaheck.
Never mind. I have told myself this and I will tell myself AGAIN.


Anyway, this cheered me up and it got me smiling from ear to ear!

i miss qazimah: | i want to hug her.so much. i feel like i've been some sort of not intentionally neglecting her:( i dno,maybe it was exams that made me stray away from our friendship but girl, i miss you lah! you know i loveeeeeeeee you like a lot. you're beyond awesomeness. really(:

- Nadhirah.

Thank you, Nadhirah. I Love you and you're superbly awesome, alright! :D

STUPID E-LEARNING LA, It has been loading ever since I switched on the computer, it loads slowwwwwww! How long will it take uh? Pfffft!
Ah, shit that.

So talked on the phone with my dear childhood friend of eleven years, for i-don't-know-how-many-hours and it was just great. Talked about kindergarten, primary school and how we used to cry together when we were younger. (I can't believe your mum has tapes of me! :P) It was just hilarious.
Thanks for cheering me up, dear best friend (:
Hope we will meet up someday and so will our mums.
Hee. So exciting.
Please bring all the tapes and pictures when we meet. We so totally have to meet! :DDD

Oh My, please make things better so I have enough strength to go through it all without pains.
Or at least, bearable pains.
):

I told myself to be happy today.
And i hope i will.



i don't want you back around, get out.
- demi lovato, back around.