Okay. I really think that Miley Cyrus and Demi Lovato are BEST FRIENDS.
Ya get that? Best friends!! Oh My Gosh. I have a friend who now, HEARTS Miley Cyrus, man. *hints*
Hm.
Life's going quite alright... minus a whole lot, its - awesome.
Sometimes, things do get tensed and all you can think of doing is to cry it all out and that was exactly what i did in class just now during my maths lesson.
I recapitulate on whatever that has been happening these past few weeks and broke down.
I did.
I just couldn't stand all of it and I think I'm just too naive.
Am I? Am I?
I cannot keep everything to myself anymore and as so, i thought, talking to people would make me feel a bit better but it somehow didn't work. It did a teeny bit. I really don't know if there's a barrier in between everything. What the heck is stopping me from defending myself?
No wait. I already did. But people just cannot stop bugging me. Can't stop not bothering me.
Am i THAT vulnerable?
Why am i not strong enough to defend?
Am i THAT vulnerable?
Everything is in a mess.
I thought, problems solved, life goes straight and easy after all of it.
But then, another freakin' problem occurs.
I do not know what my deal is... Maybe i am just too sensitive.
Maybe nobody cares about what i am writing here.
But so what. I'm hurt. My feelings are.
I feel like an arrow just penetrated my heart.
And it is also killing me inside.
Why do people have to hurt people?
Sigh.
Sigh.
Sigh.
I will never never let all of these affect me anymore.
Breathe, Qazimah. Breathe. Be Patient. Everything will go smoothly and the way you want it, very very very soon. Just breathe in deep. Inhale, Exhale.
Inhale, Exhale.
Breathe, breathe, breathe...
Yknow what, I feel wayyy better now.
Thanks, Hanafi, Isk, Amalia, Rasyiqah, Rahman.
What Hanafi said to me, made sense. YAY. Thank you eh.
Really.
Last Long with dear your girlfriend!
Chatted with Hanafi not long ago and I
almost broke down, again!
But glad I didn't. Whoa, I saved my tears for something better to cry for. Like, pass my exams with flying colours? Yeah, tears of joy ah. Better kan.
I need people to talk to.
Nah, know what, i need
you. NOW. D;
you are so hot.
I MISS,
Zahrah,
Syahirah,
Nadhirah,
Insyira,
Vera,
Raihana,
Rasyad,
Murni
And also, Angklungbadly.
I miss miss miss Angklung. I miss the people there.
Love Them So Much.
Assembly this morning Ms Goh's read her part of her story about Kindness and the story really touched my heart.
Can't believe I'm saying this again but yep, i felt like tearing up but i did not.It was so touching and sweet and true.
Very very touching.
It moved me.
I then told myself to really be thankful for the loving family and friends that i have.
The sweet, touching story moved me.
I loved it.
I miss the people above leh!
And I need more dresses! URGENT.
Its the 'IN' thang for me now ya knowww. :D
not gonna be even close to complete, i wont rest until you're mine.
