Life is wayyyyy better now than it was before.
All the tensions used to have are now all gone.
I have been concentrating on my studies much more nowadays and i clearly understand what is being taught in class. No, no seriously. :D
I'm just glad that when my mind tells me to change for the better, i really am changing... I think my mindset have sort of, changed?
I promised myself that i should never let my parents down anymore.
I won't let confusions get into my head anymore as confusions lead to no understandings at all so now, i totally have to understand most of the things being taught.

I want more A's or at least, B's.
No more F's.
And that is a freakin' promise alright (;
Other than that, i so far have never not attend my CCA, but for when I am sick and absent from school, of course.
I have been doing all the school works assigned to me. (But project work? Please la eh. I'm tired of PW's. Tons of PW's you know. So tiring, hate it. Gawd.)

CCA is quite alright. I honestly love it. So fun.
Heh. I socialize quite a lot la... i think.

Rollerblading for PE was pretty alright.
I tell you, my roller-blade is a size 3. Super small right? I know. I have such cute feet. Well, according to both Nad & Syas la. :O
Ha, and ooooh, you know whaaat?
I could not even stand okay. It took me like what, more than 5 tries to make myself stand on the roller-blades. I mean, after so so so many tries, i could stand, then. I went, "FINALLY!!" almost jumping on the blades. :P
So happy okay.

RIGHT.

Well, other than all the dramas that have been happening to me and affecting almost everything... I'm great. I'm well. And hungry.
Oh Well, I'm just glad that I could pull through with all the dramas that have happened/& is also happening. Very dramatic. I somehow like it all but i hate it that it is all on me. It is all happening to me and stuff.
Glad i went through everything with my independence. Cheyy, whatever uh Qazimah.
But it is so true la.

My life is just getting better.

Not going to let anything else pull me down, seriously... Even if another problem occurs.

When I think I can go through this, I so can.
:D

My mind is all clear with doubts. Finally, a clear mind to think now.



But the thought of you will never dissapear.
I would never want it to.
I really miss you, I do.
If I could, I would say that I want you right now with me.
I would want to see your smile, hear your voice that will actually make me smile harder and wider.
But i has not happened.
I will wait, for you.