I've been loosing my mind, I've been living a lie, I've been running away for so long, I try to put on a face and cover my heart but I'm needing it now so bad...I don't know how I feel, maybe I'm mad, or maybe I'm proud.I can't find the truth, can't speak my mind. Don't know what I say, I'm just thinking out loud and no, I can't explain what's happened to me...I feel like I'm right and wrong, inside everything's upside down.Everything's spinning around and it's freaking me out...If only for a day I could be free, I bet you'd feel the same.If you were me, I'm gonna spit it out and just let go...- Lesley Roy, Thinking Out Loud.Oh, I loathe it. I don't think i can ever turn back time and make things like how it all used to be anymore.
It's a heavy thing.
It's hard to.
It's exasperating.
Please do not fluster me.
Really. I can't believe I'm trying to pull this through.
I'm still working on it.
(Sighs)
So, went for Angklung yesterday and it was a wee-bit fine.
Sat with Hnin, Haidah and Erwin since we were not playing.
(Oh Erwin, You still owe me $0.60 for milo!)
Rusydi got sick in the middle of Angklung and the teacher made me accompany him downstairs near the library.
Pity him.
Get Well Soon Yeah, Rusydi! :D and and and one more thang,
Vera Choo Ting Ting!
I do hope you feel better talking to me and
Cheer up, girl. It's not the end of everything.
All you have to do is smile and it will all work out fine.
Just talk to me with the things you have in mind.
I'll help babe.
Cheer up kay?
:D
Kay,
I need to camwhore with the awesomest people again.
MUSTMUSTMUST eh! ;D
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