I'm one cranky old woman.
I complain a lot, I get mad easily and i talk too much.
Just so you know, that, i think is so unlike me... Oh, exclude the 'i talk too much' part though. Well, because I realize that I do talk much. TOO much. Be it at home or school and I think the only reason is that I have a lot in mind and i tend to vent it out by talking non-stop.
Okay wait. Do i make sense? NO.

I can't possibly vent my anger by talking non-stop, can i?
Venting my anger for me, includes eye-rolling and a "Shut Up Biatch." or "Shut Up."
or also, "I know you're just jealous of me." when they fluster me when i already am irritated or annoyed.
That's what I say because I think by saying all of the things quoted above, it boosts my self-esteem. Well, maybe just the "I know you're jealous of me." part la.
I would never wanna go to the extent into cursing people because I think they have feelings and if i do, they will just be meaner. So I let them be and let them have fun at where they're at. I'll let them be. I'll just be nice to them because I believe in helping people and they will help you back in return when you need them.

Oh well, sometimes?
They just don't.

Why am i saying all of these?
I do not know why.
I'm just full of crap okay.

I'm cranky, I'm tired.
I don't know why am i so tired and feeling rather, sad.
I don't know why.
Exams are just a few days away and I'm not at all prepared.
THIS IS JUST SICK.

I plan to actually study with friends but they are busy with their own revision and things like that. I need the friend who is able to motivate me to study and also able to help me memorize tons of things and is patient enough to do so.
But, there is so far... No One.
GOSH.
Omg why?


I NEED MOTIVATION!
SERIOUSLY.
I CAN'T FREAKIN' STUDY WITH NO MOTIVATIONNNNN D;
Help ah!




Happy Birthday, Rasyiqah.
You're finally fifteen.
I do know that we've gone through a lot together, arguments here and there
but you know, I believe we'd do better if we were to rekindle this friendship.
I hope you liked the present Rusydi, Amalia and I gave you.
Thanks so much for being a friend.
I hope you enjoyed your birthday, sweetheart.

XOXO,
Qazimah.





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