Three Cheers For Five Years - Mayday Parade, listening to it makes me want to cry. So does Automatic Loveletter's Make Up Smeared Eyes and I think, Unbeautiful by Lesley Roy totally reflects on the current situation I'm stuck in.
I can't get myself out of it. Or maybe, I'm already am out of it all but i didn't realize it.
Time flies fast without even myself realizing it...
Okay, I should stop with all the emotional things I tend to write about.
:/

So, Army Daze was shown on Okto yesterday night and it was hilarious.
I had a real good laugh while watching it with Daniel through texts.
Its been a long while since we last texted each other.

"Eeee, the body so full of flab. Not hot ah."

"My body hotter right? Lol. Perasan."
:P

Amalia and I then talked about the show while in school just now.
Oh and had English and Mother Tongue Mid-Year today. English? I loved loved it. I wrote a lot of things at the end of the page. I don't know how many paragraphs I wrote, honestly.
All i knew was that the whole of the last page was full of what I had to write.

Mother Tongue was easy too. I just hope I ace it all because I havent been working hard, so far, these days. Well, i actually don't study when I'm home but, I do quite understand what is being taught in class. So proud of myself. "D

I'm kinda sleepy but I do not want to sleep, I think.
Oh, maybe later la, not now.

And I can't believe what I got to know from Syahirah. It's shocking. It should be in the press you know! :P

Today overall, went all right.
I was so high yesterday, well, a bit. And, today too.
I guess i'm only high when I'm sleepy and do not want to sleep.

I have really lost a friend.
No, I've lost two of my friends to be exact.
It hurts to know that I have because I would never want to lose any one of my friends just like that.
I can't believe we're in a distance because of something that, the world shouldn't know.
I don't like it very much.
What should i do?
This goes out to the both of you...
I really miss you guys and I want the two of you, back.
I love you two and what happened to the old times?
Where we talked, texted and everything else?
It really hurts.
Yes, i put on a brave, happy front but it is killing me inside.
What else should i do?

And by the way, Good luck Daniel, I know you can do it. Do your best, prove them wrong. (:

Zahrah, I'm sorry if i haven't been calling you much lately. I love you babe but i sometimes am busy and sorry for neglecting this friendship. I do call you whenever I can, sometimes but it's always at the wrong time. I'm really, very sorry. But other than calling, we can text right?
and no, the reason i havent been calling you is because, ive been quite occupied with things and activities and MYE's super near. Not because you have a phone.
I miss all the outings we used to have.
What about an outing together to make it up to you, babe?
Its been quite a while since we were last out though. So how?
:D

Kay, Qazimah is now bored. Very!


I want you and I'll scream it from the top of my lungs