When I Feel Like Crashing Down,
You Seem To Be Around.
Life is full of surprises.
It's full of it's ups and downs...
It's unexpected.
I'm sure if you were to be in my shoes, you'd know how i really feel.
I told myself yesterday that today would turn out fine and it did. Maybe, it is all now okay.
But, I'll just get myself ready for another drama to begin... which will so begin.
Oh well, welcome to Drama episode #19123456 of it.
I shall not mention all of these since it hasn't happened. Let's just leave it all and start anew.
Shall I? Or make that, we?
I want this month to be a proper month for me.
A month where I shouldn't put my school time/ studies to waste and really concentrate on what I should concentrate on... Be attentive and not be a total bimbo.
I wish to ace every tests given and not drop or kid around anymore because I am already almost fifteen and I am mature enough to think of what is right and I remembered that I promised myself to not let my parents down anymore because I know how very much they sacrifice for me and how they would want me to turn out to be. So I should super work hard.
I passed one of a re-test of mine but i'm not as happy because I know that it is a retest and it is not a real test where you actually work hard on.
It is a test where you are told the answers and all you have to do is to remember and stuff.
So it's easy. I'm not excited.
I obviously am not going to be that happy if i were to pass another re-test of mine.
But i'm not sure if i am going to pass it though.
Okay, I'm waiting for mum to be back home with Sundae since I bought her McD's Mudpie. Hah.
Hungry you know.
i didn't know i would have the whole thing figured out.