I sometimes look at the people around me and wonder how their friendship with their friends are. Do they feel secure with the friends they have or don't they?
Do they trust them a whole lot or that they don't, at all?

How does this friendship thing work?
Is it even hard to handle?
You do not know if you should be happy, excited or confused or even cry.
And you are always, always telling yourself that these are immature stuffs and that you will get over it.
You will find better friends.
The ones who will stick with you through whatever.
Even when you guys do not share the same likings or the same thing.

But no. When you try mixing with different types of people pr cliques, you find yourself hard to be like them. Quite hard to fit in. You feel weird because they are not like you. But you told yourself many times that at the very least, you tried your hardest to let go and be done with them and mix with others. Socialize more...

You find Life is weird.
You find life, So full of drama.
If life were to be that easy for you, where would all the adventures be?
You know, Don't give up because you know you can and will go through all of these no matter how hard it may be.

Come on, You know you can and you will.
You're not to give up.
Once you have given up, You always will give up and it will become a habit.




It is sometimes a chore when you are the only one who cares about it all...