I can't wait to catch Confession Of A Shopaholic The Movie. i wonder when is it going to be released... I borrowed the book from the school library a few weeks ago and i am now getting to chapter ten or was it twelve? i think. Never mind. I just want the movie out so i can watch it.
My current blog song is Bad Girl by The Pussycat Dolls and it, yes, is going to be featured in the movie itself. OMG, can't wait!


Oh, neither can i wait for The Hills Season 4 on MTV Asia nor The City, which is going to be shown on the telly i-don't-know-when.

Probably much much much later than expected. Well, obviously. Just, OMG. I can't stand the slow-ness. I have yet to catch Laguna Beach, the oldest oldest-est show ever, i actually watched The Hills at mid Season 3 and i became interested in the show... i have never really watched Laguna Beach like, at all.
Gosh, do you guys even care about what i'm typing about?
All these The City, The Hills and Laguna Beach?

If you don't, stop reading.

Went to the library to study with the new normal people.
yes, i studied.

Tomorrow's like my CT and it's EBS and english. I am not that prepared. But i promise i'll do my best. I've set a positive mindset and i don't want to let anyone down anymore, especially my parents. I so want to prove them wrong.
I wanna show them that i can do it. And not only it but every single little thing, too.
I want to be more responsible, independent, trustworthy, nice and not so k-po, i want to prove people wrong and that i stand out. Something like that.
Yeah, seriously.
I've been trying to be that way since this year started and yes, i did prove them wrong once but i don't think that is enough. I have to show them, really prove them wrong and that i can do it and it's never enough for me. i have loads to catch up, in studies that is.


Amalia,
Just cheer up okay? Don't cry because of all these. It's not worth it. You should've listened to all the people around you because they know you and want the best for you and they also don't want you hurt. I've warned, quite many times. But you didn't want to listen so, i let it be. And now you're crying so bad that your eyes are sore.
You weren't even in the mood in class to even say a word to me when you were really really sad. for me to hear it is already heartbreaking, what 'bout you? I know the feeling.
You feel so sad that you can't do anything right at that point of time because it is all affecting you. Don't cry.
Or, just cry out loud to let it out. Scream all you want because it will only hurt you more if you keep it inside you.
I've cried over the phone with you a lot.
And i'm here for you. I won't leave you just like that, i promise. Friends will never leave each other hanging when they are in need, do they?

so, SMILE.
And you are really awesome. You have always been there for me. Thanks so so much but, sorry i kept mentioning about ykw so many times that it irritates the both of us so badly. :P
But, who cares. It's me you're talking about! :P
Kidding!
:D
Just so you know, i care about you i want you to be happy.
There are wayyyy more better guys for you than you know who laaaaah, haha.

Like OMG. Really.

Now, what about me?
I don't know.
I'm still sad. I cried over the phone with Rusydi and Amalia loads of times and they never seem to get tired of it, well, i can tell that they do but Rusydi'll be like, "Ala. Just Forget about it, Qazimah." And Amalia will be the one who talks alot about what my issues are about.
I do still cry almost every night because of it.
I'll try my best not to. but it never seem to go away.


Okay, watching The Hills Season 4, Ep 3 sooon!
I'm watching Wildchild with My mum later. Haha! Maybe.
And Studying later do. But i do accept distractions. :D
Really!


i wanna be somewhere in the middle with you...