January 30, 2009
I'm only trying to let you
know that what I feel is true.
And I'm only me when I'm with you.
Thank You Zahrah for the help with my homework.
love you, babe.
Oh, speaking of that babe, she said that Taylor Swifts' Forever And Always really reflected on how i felt when i was super sad at one point, late last year. Which when i checked the lyrics, was so based on how i felt lah. So, Zahrah was super right and true.
Wow, she knows me so well.
:DD
School today?
Bad.
Okay at first but, bad after that. You should know why. I just can't stand people cursing me and like, screaming at me on my FACE. I find that annoying, i asked nicely and i got yelled at. Wth is wrong with most of all the people i know today?
Urgh. Nevermind about that.
A Spotcheck today sorta 'interrupted' the English Lesson. Our bags were all being checked.
I spot funny stuffs coming out from people's bag. Hehs.
Ain, had a bag full of perfumes, lip gloss and everything. Amalia had a bag, too, full of tobelerone chocolates. Like, really super full of the chocolates! Yums.
Anushka had lots of junk foods in her bag.
Rashidah had perfumes too.
LOL. So interesting.
Had dinner yesterday at Simpang and i had a great bonding time with Kak Firah talking about The Hills, Laguna Beach and The City. Gosh.
i don't really like Audrina now. I notice how she is with Lauren. Lauren was really, pouring her problems to her friends and all Audrina can do is put up a face at one episode. -.-
And i think Heidi's Spencer should really shave his 'moustache' off. He does not look good with the extra 'moustache'. Ew. Ew.
i'm not about to move on.
i find it hard to.
i really think that i am not ready to leave you off my mind.
and when i have a million things to worry about, there's still space for you.
so i find it rather hard to.
i'm sorry.
i know things won't happen the way i want it to.
but if i could wait, i would.
i won't want to give up.
i'll try not to. Or, is it right for me to?
i'm lost. Lost without you.