I thought you'd come around when I ignored youSorta thought youd have the decency to change..."I Miss You, I Miss Your Smile And I Still Shed A Tear Every Once In A While,
And Even Though It's Different Now You're Still Here Somehow
My Heart Won't Let You Go, And I Need You To Know That I Miss You..."
-Miley Cyrus' I Miss You Lyrics.
No, I do not look up to Miley Cyrus. I don't really fancy her singing nor acting either. But, this song is just so sweet and when listening to it, it hit me because you won't know what you have until it's gone.
Some say to not regret what you've done because what is done cannot be undone... But, yes, i regretted some of the things i did.
And only my dearests and closest knows what were the things i have regretted doing.
I really do.
I would cry sometimes because i really felt bad about doing it and i played the confession game over the phone with lovely Zahrah yesterday and she sure confessed a lot of things to me, so yay Zahrah. Thank you for confessing it all to me. So at least, I'll still have a chance to improve myself to become a better person.
Yes, i regretted what i did and you may not know how badly i feel about it because, you are not me.
Ah, forget it.
I'm sick. Seriously sick lah.
I had slight fever last night and my throat hurts so bad that i had to put down on the people who conferenced with me last night. Sorry people. ):
When i woke up this morning, i realized that i've lost my voice and it was so hard for me to speak. Like, when i speak, my throat hurts.
There were alot of absentees today. Benjamin, Jia Wei, Amalia, Rashidah, Anushka, Ain and Norizwan and myself, according to Afiq. I was so WoW-ed by that.
Gosh, have to study Maths from Chapter 1 to 3 later. Class test tomorrow, maybe.
Sigh. Nevermind. I'll study. Yes, Yes, I will.
:D
Oh oh, I just took my height and weight today at the clinc when i went there this morning, i was stoked to know that i was 38kg and 1.53. Yay.
I used to be 39kg can.
Wait, does this mean i'm underweight or acceptable?
I feel fat though. But, i'm not anorexic. Never will i be that way and I don't want to be another Mary-Kate Olsen who think she's fat when she isn't.
No, i'm never bullimic nor aneroxic, please. Please.
I have to read my book!
:D
It's a matter of time to confess what's on my mind.
But i'm afraid that by the time I tell, I'll have no closure.
But I think, It was too much that I asked for him.
I don't know if it's right to tell now.
Yes, I am scared.