January 11, 2009


I know we're both young, but we know how we feel.
We know what is false, and we know what is real.
The Truth Hurts, So We Lie.
We lie to hide the truth because we know we can never get what we want.
We lie to defend ourselves, sometimes.
We lie because we are afraid to face the truth, because we the truth hurts.
I'm sorry. I'm not like, encouraging anyone of you to lie or that lying is a good thing. It is a bad bad bad thing to lie.
But sometimes, i feel that ... lying is kind of the best thing to do to hide yourself from your own feelings and stuff. I do that. Not always. At times when i feel there is a need to.
Maybe, i should just get my mind clear OFF things and never let whatever i'm thinking bring me down.
I have the three around me. And i love them.
Hate to admit it. But Rusydi is always right ..
I, honestly hate the fact that Rusydi is making Rasyiqah wait can. It's annoying.
Today, i wanted to be known as, Me, Qazimah and not Zahrah's 'close friend' to the whole class in madrasah.
Zahrah is like, super known in class. Everyone knows who she is and everything because she is noisy.
So i decided i would want to make a name for myself, too.
I was like, "Zahrah! Not fair seh. Everyone knows you but not meeeeee."
And she told the ustazah, "I have a request, if you mention me, can you also please mention Qazimah?"
WTF lah?
I was super blushing. Really really red.
I iate eu zawah.
i ellowve eu people. eu guys rawk.
Seriously, i've nothing better to do kan.
I am so bored.
sho i wwrite stuped shet.
(:

why is it playing in my mind again?
that scene, that line? everything?
Is it just me?
"Seriously, I have no pity for Malibu Barbie."
- Instant Beauty Peagant; Style Network.