On my own, I'm screaming, "I love you so."
My thoughts you can't decode.
I used to know you so well.
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools of ourselves.



Only Amalia understands how I really feel. Only she knows why I feel this way. Only she knows why am I trying my hardest to be happy when I'm actually not.
It's nobody's fault.
It's mine.
It's my feelings.
I don't feel right.
I sometimes get tired. Tired of not telling anyone how I really really feel.
I told her. She understood it all. I know Amalia, I always tell you that it is not worth crying over someone who doesn't love you for who you are and everything but i think, i think ... never mind.
The feeling is indescribable, seriously.

I. Should. Stop. This. Anyone. Reading. This. Should. Be. Really. Annoyed. By. This. Particular. Post.




payback can be a bitch. - sweet sixteen exiled.
HAHA.