November 29, 2008
Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.
i'm just trying to sort myself out from this particular mess i'm in.
i know how i really feel but at times, i have a feeling where i think giving up is the best thing to do yet. it's rather weird ... i don't know why i feel this way.
but, just so you know, i won't give up. i really won't. because this feeling now, is the best feeling yet.
missing someone is just really sad. it can even make you cry. and i think this time, i got my feelings right. and its for you.
why am i getting too emotional here?
i don't feel like i'm myself that much anymore.
i understand why i feel this way.
none of you would know why.
i just know why i'm like this. and i refuse to speak to anyone about it.
its just gonna be me, myself knowing about how i feel right now.
and it all adds up to when zahrah is going to leave madrasah masjid kassim and maybe, so's atiqah. so, see how sad it is all now?
URGH.
#^$&
why do people and things change?
why wont things and people remain the same?
why, why?
i do not want zahrah to leave. i want the 5 of us together, the bitchings, the gossipings, we'll talk about the guys and everything. now, 'noisy' zahrah is leaving and the cilques wont be as noisy as it is anymore.
Freak lah.
and i felt pretty left out.
why is it all changing?
cant it all stay the same way?
i think this is more than just a feeling.
