November 13, 2008

... And wake up with the fondest memories
i did not enjoy my day at the movies with my besties and cousin that much. seriously.
somebody had to act like as though that somebody was much much older than me and had to control me. tell me what to do, comment on my friends. i am obviously not happy with what that somebody had commented on my besties. i do not like it.
dont act like you have known my best friends since ... since forever - because you dont.
you please, have manners when youre out with me and my friends. why do you have to act as though you are my age when you are not? you are such a in-your-face person and i hate that kind of person. i know how it feels and i felt demoralized by what you said.
eff it.
i felt really embarassed.
my friends had to confront me because of your freakin' actions when i thought, you will respect me. you, be quiet when youre with me and not blab about other people's stupidity. i know youre tall. i know i am short. you dont have to say it. i know im stupid, i know you are smart. you dont have to rub it in. im already feeling bad about myself and you had to rub it in.
wtf.
you dont comment on my friends.
youre too thick skinned. i know, if i shout at you and tell you how sad and demoralized i feel, you wont understand. because you are too young! get that? im never going to bring you anywhere with my friends anymore.
WHY'D YOU ACT LIKE YOURE MY AGE WHEN YOU ARE NOT?
my friends dont like you commenting on them. i, myself dont like you commenting on me.
shit.
can you please stop doing that? it annoys the hell out of me.
ive said it all and i mean what i said.
pissed.
urgh well, anyways.
we watched madagascar. was a really funnaye show okay! the hippo got married to the giraffe. (:
so cute.
after watching that part of the movie, i remembered a something,
couples who we think aren't meant for each other, actually are.
and eh,
i really missed the outing with the guys ... rusydi, rahman and all! :D
miss you guys laaah. (:
later.