November 11, 2008
i am not going listen to it's not over by secondhand serenade anymore.
its sucks. it made me cry. JUST. NOW.
thank you so much for caring. thank you so much for being there whenever i need you.
thank you so much. thanks a lot.
gosh. i just cried.
and i can't seem to forget him.
it is so hard for me to ...
i know ive said so many times on what a jerk he is being but inside, i still ... NEVERMIND.
maybe, its better for me to not be in love.
it seriously sucks.
whatever that happen on tv, does not happen in real life.
ill tell myself, this is not some hollywood drama. this is life. this is reality.
i dont always get what i want.
i dont get the guy i love.
i dont get a thousand dollars a day for working.
we do not have paparazzis here. here, is not hollywood.
@^$%
AND, FREAK BLOGGER!
STUPID, URGH.
I dont think you will even care if i said to you, i loved you.
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